so.... i been on a iud (mirena) love it by the way. for almost 5 years before that i was on birth control pill and they both stopped my period completely. last time i got my period i was like 14 almost 15. 28 now. i was put on bc so young due to hating my period when i was on my period it made my mental health worst would get so bad too the point for thinking about dying, while on period. i know hating it too the point of dying is not normal but i am autistic a little Borderline personality disorder and other mental health problems. my insurance did not cover my iud so i had to pay for it with a payment plan however i don't think i can do that again. money too tight. what should i do for bc now. my iud needs to be replaced in august. so what can i do? i never want kids i have my reasons. i know i am young but.... is there a surgery or something i can do. so i don't have to have a period... i hate being a girl sometimes i mean i hate bras i hate having big tits i wish i was a B cup or something i am DD38 now and hate it. i remember when i was a B cup i loved them and did not want them bigger. i want surgery to be a C cup at biggest. i used to just wear lose tee shirts and no bra miss having small boobies haha oh don't ask me to see a therapist i have been for many years also take medications i think there is only one pill that stops it completely its called Lybrel but it maybe made my boobies bigger please i cant take it again there already DD. what i do? also no judgement here with my mental health disorders i am very sensitive too everything.