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Jack95_
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One year from now I didn't think It would happened i know i got trick I don't believe it I deny it but it hurts I don't want to wonder or what if.....I told her yup I did probably a mistake .....you see i thought of this over and over I seen it from different angle I've come to understand she may have her reason I can understand that I won't deny that she's a fake and that she is just manipulate me.....but the truth is I want to risk it even if I get hurt in the end I don't care and it doesn't bother me what is her job being a cam model but I just want her to be honest I don't want to force anything ......she said she has some feelings but. That's just it she doesn't talk about it she keeps in a loop.......so I've stop watching her on cam I stop giving her money and tokens....but to be fair in the beinging I didn't even give her money or token just when I could I did I didn't even give her that much / it was always just talk about dream goal life TV shows movies are favorite things in life what we enjoyed small conversation big conversation and I am not scared the she could be a fake or that she is manipulate me....I accept her for who she is.....I more afraid that she won't accept me and yet we still talk to each other I think she beautiful has a gorgeous smile but at night I lay awake I think of her it breaks my heart .....as I write this some tears fall down my face .....I'll risk even if hurts me /
