I was curious because I'm basically a guy. But I have a female body. And I like guys to make matters more awkward. So like I don't like vaginas.... Mine or anyone else's added to it I don't like heterosex. Like I've tried it. I was so heavily attracted to the guy just not into like what we were trying to accomplish. I think that's in part why I've limited myself from sex because none of that was really my thing like when I orgasm usually it's my thoughts as a guy having sex with another guy.ive never orgasmed with the idea of having sex with a man as a woman it's interesting for another woman but it's really not my place. So when I do these cum shows I'm completely dry even with lube. And on top of it I have only tried to have sex once I'm terribly tight and it's so hard to get it in let alo e try to go in and out one of my shows I think people thought I was in pain which is obviously not good. How am I supposed to fake it? And not make them know my personal life problems?