You know how it is Foxy, it felt right in the moment but looking back on it I feel weird about the whole thing. Thankfully it was a private and not a public show! I certainly didn't feel bad spending the money! 😇I get the whole "Not wanting to tell members 'no' " thing, and wanting to keep them interested and coming back. But I don't consider it "reacting negatively" if a model chooses to be straightforward in saying "Hi. I don't do ____, but I do ___." It would've been perfectly fine if you'd said that. Reacting negatively, imo, would be if you'd said "Um...did I say I would be fucking my pussy, you dumbfuck???" Lol.
A guy on SextPanther (with 500+ credits showing) texted me the other night asking if I'd do a gagging/deepthroat video call, and I politely declined because I wasn't interested in doing that. He spent his credits elsewhere, which was fine. And now I see that he's currently on the SextPanther list of suspended users. Yikes.
Money is awesome, but try not to let any more of these guys bully you into doing something you're not comfortable with. It could make you start to hate your job. It's gross to me when a member treats a model like that...when he could just use hashtags or the search function to find a different model who offers that.