I am literally shaking as I post this for you guys, please be kind as this is a really weird time for me right now. I'm leaving to meet another victim's advocate in an hour.. My goal by posting this is to share my story and ask for your support in sharing it. I've been contacted by a handful of girls since coming out that have asked for help in shaming our abuser. Please help us give him the worthless, nasty feel he did with us. I left his name as X, but if you click a link to my dropbox on any evidence it will show one.
I have been a victim of rape and sexual assault within and outside the sex industry. Given recent events though, I'd like to share today about what happened to me on the day of October 29th. My name is Juno, I am a camgirl currently, but sometime ago I wanted to be in porn. This story is centered around an active self-proclaimed BDSM society group leader/photographer/ clipmaker we will call him X. But for the record he goes by a few names and if you'd like to see these names, it is placed in the documents I have mentioned and have no problem messaging any person these links. This lengthy record has a immense amount of evidence and photos of my extreme sexual assault.. so please bare with me as I'm trying to make sure there can be no confusion with what he has done.
Compiled links for those looking at document:
Image 1: https://www.dropbox.com/s/wky2ntomshj8d83/IMAGE1.png?dl=0
Image 2: https://www.dropbox.com/s/e2ub54qopd9f5yx/IMAGE2.png?dl=0
ImageP2: https://www.dropbox.com/s/gr0qar2kmc25i2z/IMAGE2PT2.png?dl=0
Image 3: https://www.dropbox.com/s/y788jxag9olrhni/IMAGE3.png?dl=0
Image 4: https://www.dropbox.com/s/rw5vfzslldeorar/IMAGE4.png?dl=0
Image 5: https://www.dropbox.com/s/tjo8674dmxbfclo/IMAGE5.png?dl=0
Image 6: https://www.dropbox.com/s/74i6x1f1skneka7/IMAGE6.png?dl=0
I had learned of X originally from my Mom, who was an active member of FetLife within the local groups he's involved in. Sometime after her divorce, my mom and himself had a Dom/Sub relationship. My Mom and Dad divorced when I was 19, as if it wasn't challenging enough, that ended my relationship with both parents (both by their OWN choice, not mine). I hear my Dad got married and mom is sharing someone within an interactive Poly relationship. I start with this tid bid of info, because my mother and I shortly reconciled for a month since her divorce to tell me this bit. She later again, decided not to answer any calls or texts again for some time before this whole ordeal.
I was contacted by X first on his personal Gainesville Fetlife member account. Immediately, I declined his performance opportunity repeatedly, disgusted that someone would attempt to fuck both mother and daughter as some sort of trophy award or story I considered. He then told me he would add me here and message me on his "professional" account. *See image one!* On his "professional account" he insisted he had no clue I was his previous submissive's daughter and had heard about me through my prior porn agent. Prior porn agent, had highly encouraged me to follow through, as being a porn performer it isn't good to turn down sets, especially with little to no expierence.. So I changed my mind after leaving my agent and went with X after his promises of non sexual fetish and rope work *See image 2 & Pt.2!* We had a phone call sometime later where we discussed basics. I had made aware I had not been STD tested yet and we would have to wait until after. He reminded me no sexual acts will be taken so it was uncalled for. We also discussed my limits, scenes, and the obvious, let's not tell my mom or post to FetLife where she is friends with his personal account X (see image 5 later where he states verbal agreements don't count). Everything sounded like a lot of fun!
After agreeing to do these scenes he emailed scripts, *see image 3!*
On the day of recording he greeted me with coffee and was very sociable. We relaxed at his kitchen table with my printed perform consent form and without hesitation he asked if it was my first scene. I laughed and admitted to it because I knew I was noticeably jittery, but thought his beaming smirk in response was a bit out of place. We made small talk and I made so sure to thoroughly read and sign my contract, that he later broke. I got ready and promptly became suspicious when entering his set… As he had placed nipple clamps out- a hard limit on my newly pierced nipples. I instanteously initiated redisscussing my limits. He insisted it was a huge deal in his script and sarcastically made comments about me being a newbie, withdrawing a feeling of responsibility of being a good porn performer. I agreed to test the different sizes of nipple clamps. I became rapidly uneasy and said no more, and he backed off and that was that. He was upset for all of 30 seconds and retained his normal stature, which relieved me, as I already felt guilt seeping me through me for being a "bad performer" on my first scene. We began recording our rope suspension scene soon after. As he tied me up, he started rubbing and sliding the rope on my piercing holes. I screamed instanteously and whispered "you know you're not suppose to do that". I thought being quiet and cute would make it less obvious to audience. He retorted with something along the lines of "I know but I like it".. It continued.. Later leaving my one of nipples infected and unable to work my online camming account for a few days for it's distorted appearance.
Later on ward while being suspended and completely unable to move, he started fingering me. I was stunned, it is apparent on camera for his video.. and then he performed oral sex on me.. Though he had distinctly stated several times nothing sexual in all messages and his written script. We completed recording an hour late. Before I left he had applauded my work and persuaded me into continuing working for him.. I wasn't sure, but I said yes, because I knew I could always cancel when he calls.
Days succeeding, I saw my photos on X, his personal Gainesville FL FetLife account, where my mom could easily see. I urgently called and made sure he was able to talk at that moment. I started barraging him with questions. "Why did you break our agreement?" "Why are your work photos on your personal page now?" He quickly got off the phone call dodging them, promising to remove all photos of me there. After contemplating his trust and professionalism, I sent him a polite few messages affirming we wouldn't be working together. He response was very hostile and poorly written. These photos display his outrageous radicalizations with mistreating and breaking contracts, begins to inform me I have no present value as a performer, and justifies telling my mom "because I'm either a porn star or not". He concluded his argument with he's just going to break our verbal agreement because it wasn't a binding contract. *See image 4!* I also included two last text messages he had sent to my mom, November 3rd, 4 days after our scene. Here he lies TWICE and reinstates after the scene, he had done nothing sexual to me though he has video proof *See image 5!*
I am not the only woman X has assaulted. When a fellow FetLife member, made a note centered on clearing the air of recent accusations of another porn performer, X made a comment on her post sympathizing with victims.. In light of recent events, I felt I should and could say something about his false front. He never responded.. *See image 6!* It disgusted me because in his own way, X likes taking advantage and breaking new women in BDSM as well. Since my comment, I have been contacted by several people who both know and were assaulted by X. My goal now by telling my story is too warn my local community of his actions, as he is a "BDSM leader" of several groups with access to many young newcomers in FetLife BDSM groups and encourage others in similar situations. I sincerely appreciate any and all support, please feel free to share this wherever and as much as possible!
I have been a victim of rape and sexual assault within and outside the sex industry. Given recent events though, I'd like to share today about what happened to me on the day of October 29th. My name is Juno, I am a camgirl currently, but sometime ago I wanted to be in porn. This story is centered around an active self-proclaimed BDSM society group leader/photographer/ clipmaker we will call him X. But for the record he goes by a few names and if you'd like to see these names, it is placed in the documents I have mentioned and have no problem messaging any person these links. This lengthy record has a immense amount of evidence and photos of my extreme sexual assault.. so please bare with me as I'm trying to make sure there can be no confusion with what he has done.
Compiled links for those looking at document:
Image 1: https://www.dropbox.com/s/wky2ntomshj8d83/IMAGE1.png?dl=0
Image 2: https://www.dropbox.com/s/e2ub54qopd9f5yx/IMAGE2.png?dl=0
ImageP2: https://www.dropbox.com/s/gr0qar2kmc25i2z/IMAGE2PT2.png?dl=0
Image 3: https://www.dropbox.com/s/y788jxag9olrhni/IMAGE3.png?dl=0
Image 4: https://www.dropbox.com/s/rw5vfzslldeorar/IMAGE4.png?dl=0
Image 5: https://www.dropbox.com/s/tjo8674dmxbfclo/IMAGE5.png?dl=0
Image 6: https://www.dropbox.com/s/74i6x1f1skneka7/IMAGE6.png?dl=0
I had learned of X originally from my Mom, who was an active member of FetLife within the local groups he's involved in. Sometime after her divorce, my mom and himself had a Dom/Sub relationship. My Mom and Dad divorced when I was 19, as if it wasn't challenging enough, that ended my relationship with both parents (both by their OWN choice, not mine). I hear my Dad got married and mom is sharing someone within an interactive Poly relationship. I start with this tid bid of info, because my mother and I shortly reconciled for a month since her divorce to tell me this bit. She later again, decided not to answer any calls or texts again for some time before this whole ordeal.
I was contacted by X first on his personal Gainesville Fetlife member account. Immediately, I declined his performance opportunity repeatedly, disgusted that someone would attempt to fuck both mother and daughter as some sort of trophy award or story I considered. He then told me he would add me here and message me on his "professional" account. *See image one!* On his "professional account" he insisted he had no clue I was his previous submissive's daughter and had heard about me through my prior porn agent. Prior porn agent, had highly encouraged me to follow through, as being a porn performer it isn't good to turn down sets, especially with little to no expierence.. So I changed my mind after leaving my agent and went with X after his promises of non sexual fetish and rope work *See image 2 & Pt.2!* We had a phone call sometime later where we discussed basics. I had made aware I had not been STD tested yet and we would have to wait until after. He reminded me no sexual acts will be taken so it was uncalled for. We also discussed my limits, scenes, and the obvious, let's not tell my mom or post to FetLife where she is friends with his personal account X (see image 5 later where he states verbal agreements don't count). Everything sounded like a lot of fun!
After agreeing to do these scenes he emailed scripts, *see image 3!*
On the day of recording he greeted me with coffee and was very sociable. We relaxed at his kitchen table with my printed perform consent form and without hesitation he asked if it was my first scene. I laughed and admitted to it because I knew I was noticeably jittery, but thought his beaming smirk in response was a bit out of place. We made small talk and I made so sure to thoroughly read and sign my contract, that he later broke. I got ready and promptly became suspicious when entering his set… As he had placed nipple clamps out- a hard limit on my newly pierced nipples. I instanteously initiated redisscussing my limits. He insisted it was a huge deal in his script and sarcastically made comments about me being a newbie, withdrawing a feeling of responsibility of being a good porn performer. I agreed to test the different sizes of nipple clamps. I became rapidly uneasy and said no more, and he backed off and that was that. He was upset for all of 30 seconds and retained his normal stature, which relieved me, as I already felt guilt seeping me through me for being a "bad performer" on my first scene. We began recording our rope suspension scene soon after. As he tied me up, he started rubbing and sliding the rope on my piercing holes. I screamed instanteously and whispered "you know you're not suppose to do that". I thought being quiet and cute would make it less obvious to audience. He retorted with something along the lines of "I know but I like it".. It continued.. Later leaving my one of nipples infected and unable to work my online camming account for a few days for it's distorted appearance.
Later on ward while being suspended and completely unable to move, he started fingering me. I was stunned, it is apparent on camera for his video.. and then he performed oral sex on me.. Though he had distinctly stated several times nothing sexual in all messages and his written script. We completed recording an hour late. Before I left he had applauded my work and persuaded me into continuing working for him.. I wasn't sure, but I said yes, because I knew I could always cancel when he calls.
Days succeeding, I saw my photos on X, his personal Gainesville FL FetLife account, where my mom could easily see. I urgently called and made sure he was able to talk at that moment. I started barraging him with questions. "Why did you break our agreement?" "Why are your work photos on your personal page now?" He quickly got off the phone call dodging them, promising to remove all photos of me there. After contemplating his trust and professionalism, I sent him a polite few messages affirming we wouldn't be working together. He response was very hostile and poorly written. These photos display his outrageous radicalizations with mistreating and breaking contracts, begins to inform me I have no present value as a performer, and justifies telling my mom "because I'm either a porn star or not". He concluded his argument with he's just going to break our verbal agreement because it wasn't a binding contract. *See image 4!* I also included two last text messages he had sent to my mom, November 3rd, 4 days after our scene. Here he lies TWICE and reinstates after the scene, he had done nothing sexual to me though he has video proof *See image 5!*
I am not the only woman X has assaulted. When a fellow FetLife member, made a note centered on clearing the air of recent accusations of another porn performer, X made a comment on her post sympathizing with victims.. In light of recent events, I felt I should and could say something about his false front. He never responded.. *See image 6!* It disgusted me because in his own way, X likes taking advantage and breaking new women in BDSM as well. Since my comment, I have been contacted by several people who both know and were assaulted by X. My goal now by telling my story is too warn my local community of his actions, as he is a "BDSM leader" of several groups with access to many young newcomers in FetLife BDSM groups and encourage others in similar situations. I sincerely appreciate any and all support, please feel free to share this wherever and as much as possible!
I just got back from the appointment and will be filing things in at the department very soon. I'm really looking forward to closure. 
