To be honest not so great.
Right now I'm the man on my profile pic. Btw Its an edited photo from a studio session I had a while ago.
since 4 years I have energy balance problems always in spring time. But this year its intense. I also had a little accident and while everything will be ok in 4-5 weeks physically I literally watch my muscles disappear and the weakness takes hold of my mind. I have so much to do, but right now it feels as if i stand next to me and I'm looking at myself with growing contempt. I know what I should do but I don't do it. I have a lot of project files on my pc and they don't need much time to get finished, but I don't have the energy to do it. Finishing these would take me a big step further in my main project, would be terrific to just kick myself in the ass.
Also getting older I realize that the years when I knew that next year I will be stronger are over. The only way to increase my output is focus. Generally that went pretty well but now there is absolutely no focus.
I'm sorry that the first response is a negative one.
And OP you might encourage more people to post here if you start yourself?
Hi, how are YOU?
Hello
@Gruner - Are you able to visualize your current state (and overall mood) from a different perspective?
What if your current situation is merely a threshold from which you need to experience something, learn something and when you are ready, move on?
What if the lack of energy is, in fact the manifestation of yourself (the physical and spiritual self) which is in the process of shifting from an old, fairly familiar environment to a new one (or a new experience), less familiar, less explored and fully known to you. Yes, your body might feel overwhelmed, tiered, old as you "suggested" , but what if instead of experiencing physical body stress which tries to make sense out of this state (body having difficulties in understanding and translating all new energies, frequencies) being new stuff, threats them as such ... opposing. Consider going with the flow. Don't dismiss/invalidate difficulties, simply acknowledge them (I see you already do this) and slowly you'll notice stuff become easier on all levels.
I don't know if it makes sense to you right now but it will.
PS: please, if you feel my reply to you is not helping you in any way, I do apologizez, I'm not a psychotherapist nor knowledge to support or to make people feel better, I simply expressed a situation which can be perceived from another perspective.
Be well.
Hi, how are YOU?
I'm feeling pretty awesome. Since December last year, around 4th/ 5th of December something changed in my own univers, my own reality and since then I kind of left things to happen . Kind of becoming the observer of my reality from time to time ... and from that particular perspective I've noticed things, like actions done in the past are pieces of puzzle and now connect... something like that. Anyway... felt compelled by the feeling and dived a bit into "deep thinking" --- wrong expression but I'm fine with it.
So yea, I feel great even if the world wide events are not the best what humanity has to show.
