I like this forum a lot. I like that so many models find common ground with each other and give their honest opinion about things. I am myself a model on MFC, not as successful as some of you models here, because i started not knowing much about MFC, and it's little secrets, quickly fallen on the end of the list with a score of 700, when i didn't even know what a cam score was, angry members kept telling me about it if i refused to get naked in free chat :-D . I,m a girl from Romania, hungarian nationality, who currently lives in the USA. I came here alone to work, family is back home. I worked as a caregiver, babysitter, webcam modelling part time, and now i decided to do it full time, since i lost my job. I have a wonderful boyfriend. The situation is that i never have told him about the webcam modelling job, I started 2 years ago, just before i met him. Shame i know ,but i couldn't bring myself to tell him, and i hidden it pretty well. I'm a type of girl like Ambercutie, shy, but daring, have a naughty side to her and very open minded. I enjoy being alone. Nobody would guess this about me, I have very few friends, and i have not told about my webcam job to anybody. Well our relationship got stronger over the 2 years to the point that he wants me to move in with him and take the relationship to the next level. I'm scared but i know it's the right thing to do at this point, and i will have to tell him that this is what i want to do for a job. I see you girls being successful as models and lots of you are married and happy. I,m jelous of you. I know the reason i didn't put enough work into this job it's because i felt i need to keep it secret, constantly worrying that everybody will be hugely disappointed in me. I know you are going to judge me because i hidden this for so long especially from my boyfriend, but i will tell him soon, and i would appreciate words of encouragement. However feel free to comment as you like.