I found myself frustrated at once that there was a time when I wrote well. Yet I had little choice, but to believe the consensus, and with that felt terribly dejected. I had my mind made, that I would not post anything more here, with the exception of progress reports to the juice thread.
I make this post now after having read the last page of this thread, (still unable to muster the courage to read the body of the thread), and can not let such kind post go without reply. Thank you. It means a great deal that some understand my poorly written post are not a willful act that I might meet some word count quotas, or that of careless haste. That it were merely careless haste, would be far less troubling to me, but it seems I have lost the ability to discern in my writing, the presentable, from that which is not.
I digress, - I hate whining! My point here, is to thank those who regardless of what they think of my writing, recognized my sincere good nature. It is perhaps one of the few things that concerns me as much as my ability to communicate proficiently.
P.S. I no doubt will post again, and surely will fail soon enough in my efforts to post brief, concise, articulate thoughts. I apologize in advance of this certain event, but offer this. If you find yourself facing an unreasonable amount of stress upon approaching a camstory post, then please click, or scroll, next snow flake. :-D