OP, I don't think it was your intention to break your gf's trust. Your curiosity is normal and knowing that there was more to the story that you were not getting just increases your interest. Been there. But there are some things that it is just better that you don't know. Your gf showed incredible trust when she told you about her job. Maybe after reading all the above replies, you have begun to realize that. But I think it was a mistake. We all learn as we go. In this case, I don't see it so much as a matter of trust on either side. (I'm giving both of you the benefit of the doubt here) You want to know more because you care for her and want to know everything about her. You want to be close. She feels like "I already told you much more than I would normally tell anybody, why do you need more?" She feels close to you and she wants to be close to you. In a twisted sort of way, you've both been understandably selfish IMHO. You have failed to appreciate the enormous trust she placed in you. And out of her need to be closer to you, she told you part of a story that she knew she couldn't tell you all of.
You said you love this girl. If that's true, you're going to want to protect her. It's not just knowing that hundreds of other men are watching her in the most intimate moments. Every girl here can tell you about all the shit they put up with every day. It's an unfortunate part of the job. What's going to happen when some guy comes in her room and says "hey, don't be such a bitch. show us your pussy" First, you're going to feel helpless, impotent. Your gf doesn't want you to have to deal with that. Second, you're going to want to strike out at him verbally. None of these girls want that kind of drama in their room. It's not good for tips. Your gf deals with that kind of stress every day. By not having you able to visit her room, she's protecting you from having to deal with it too. Also, it might satisfy your ego to lay into an offensive patron, but you never know what it might cost her. I have two dear longtime friends at MFC. I absolutely adore both of them and we are friends irl as well. I frequently serve as room helper for both. As room helper, I can mute, kick or totally ban patrons from the room, but I almost never ban anyone unless my friend tells me to. One day a few months ago, a very abusive guy came into the room, offending just about everybody. If ever I wanted to ban somebody, this was it. But before long, he started dropping five figure tips.(10,000 tokens is $500 to the model) He came daily for a few weeks, easily tipping 10-30,000 a day. If I had pissed him off the first day, I could have cost her over $50,000. So you never know what your interaction with your gf's patrons might cost her. Trust me, it's best for both of you if you let your gf do her work alone.
