Daily Thoughts

[NyxieDay]

I'm totally going to brag. Silent Movie Time was awesome!! Thanks to Ambercutie and the gang for teaching me the ways of webcam tech fun!

I need to go to bed. But there shall be GIFs!
PS.
ManyCam recorded the feed, but not the soundtrack I had playing via youtube

 

[camstory]

I really wanted to post, "Mohamed" in the "Favourite Comic Book Characters" thread, but decided that would be pretty trolly.
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[BarbieLuv]

That moment when someone tries to shove your (metaphorical) foot into your mouth because they think it ought to be there, even when you didn't say anything to deserve it. Fun times, yo.

 

[BarbieLuv]

That moment when someone tries to shove your (metaphorical) foot into your mouth because they think it ought to be there, even when you didn't say anything to deserve it. Fun times, yo.

Also in the same vein:

 

[EasyA]

Being a male performer I now find myself not enthralled at all with female performers anymore. After becoming one I stumbled upon this website and I found that many of the girls that I have favorited on SM are up here. Instead of looking on slutroulette I only look at regular hardcore porn for the most part. Some of my favorites include Jessewolfe, Sprinkles27, AjJupiter, etc., have viewed Gemmamoore in her free chat a time or too but find you too high strung for me.

I now have a doc johnson cumshot dildo on the way and I decided as a straight male I'm going to take my show to boundaries I never realized. I'll never do anal, I would have been to be pinned like the guy in American History X for that to happen but I figured a little oral intercourse wouldn't be too much if it'll help my earnings. I've always been on the cusp of a 6 pack and determined this year I'll gain an additional 15 pounds and finish the process of chiseling that out. I just finished a 2 hour workout which I concluded by guzzling down 2 scoops of protein in a shake and a bowl of fruit. I found the female performers apprehension to male performers to be a little funny - I have yet to ask a female performer to perform with me nor have I gone in any of the rooms that I have frequented in the past to tell webcam models I'm a model as well. Its a business like many other things in life, I'll see what I can gain from it.

PS: None of my customers know I'm straight and I've lead some people on - I haven't decided totally on the dildo thing yet most of my higher paying customers all I had to do was talk a little verbal domination and stroking of the "BBC"

Signed,

-The Chameleon-"Easy A"

 

[BarbieLuv]

...have viewed Gemmamoore in her free chat a time or too but find you too high strung for me.

Oh EasyA, if you can't handle my energy level in free chat, you might require medical assistance if you actually caught a show. Probably best you don't. Love the slightly backhanded 'compliment' though. Luckily for you, those just roll off my back at this point and you aren't my target audience anyway, being disinterested in paying for porn and all. :lol:

Edit to add: This might have been better posted in the Male Cammodel thread, btw.

 

[mynameisbob84]

Being a male performer I now find myself not enthralled at all with female performers anymore. After becoming one I stumbled upon this website and I found that many of the girls that I have favorited on SM are up here. Instead of looking on slutroulette I only look at regular hardcore porn for the most part. Some of my favorites include Jessewolfe, Sprinkles27, AjJupiter, etc., have viewed Gemmamoore in her free chat a time or too but find you too high strung for me.

I now have a doc johnson cumshot dildo on the way and I decided as a straight male I'm going to take my show to boundaries I never realized. I'll never do anal, I would have been to be pinned like the guy in American History X for that to happen but I figured a little oral intercourse wouldn't be too much if it'll help my earnings. I've always been on the cusp of a 6 pack and determined this year I'll gain an additional 15 pounds and finish the process of chiseling that out. I just finished a 2 hour workout which I concluded by guzzling down 2 scoops of protein in a shake and a bowl of fruit. I found the female performers apprehension to male performers to be a little funny - I have yet to ask a female performer to perform with me nor have I gone in any of the rooms that I have frequented in the past to tell webcam models I'm a model as well. Its a business like many other things in life, I'll see what I can gain from it.

PS: None of my customers know I'm straight and I've lead some people on - I haven't decided totally on the dildo thing yet most of my higher paying customers all I had to do was talk a little verbal domination and stroking of the "BBC"

Signed,

-The Chameleon-"Easy A"

:?

 

[ThunderWeasel]

I think it's time to derail this, so...

 

[EasyA]

...have viewed Gemmamoore in her free chat a time or too but find you too high strung for me.

Oh EasyA, if you can't handle my energy level in free chat, you might require medical assistance if you actually caught a show. Probably best you don't. Love the slightly backhanded 'compliment' though. Luckily for you, those just roll off my back at this point and you aren't my target audience anyway, being disinterested in paying for porn and all. :lol:

Edit to add: This might have been better posted in the Male Cammodel thread, btw.

To be specific its not your energy its your voice, are we friends now?

I didn't know we had a place, thanks!

 

[Gen]

today I learned high strung is a kind of voice...?

I like Gemma's voice :-D so cute.

 

[BarbieLuv]

...have viewed Gemmamoore in her free chat a time or too but find you too high strung for me.

Oh EasyA, if you can't handle my energy level in free chat, you might require medical assistance if you actually caught a show. Probably best you don't. Love the slightly backhanded 'compliment' though. Luckily for you, those just roll off my back at this point and you aren't my target audience anyway, being disinterested in paying for porn and all. :lol:

Edit to add: This might have been better posted in the Male Cammodel thread, btw.

To be specific its not your energy its your voice, are we friends now?

I didn't know we had a place, thanks!

...High strung isn't a type of voice, dude (it's a term generally describing someone who is overly hyper/nervous/excitable). Insulting my voice isn't giving me the warm and fuzzies, gotta say. And you've posted in the Male Cammodels thread before. No reason to pretend you don't know that thread exists that I can see.

Also, what's your SM profile link? I've tried EasyA, TheChameleon, and just Chameleon, and can't seem to find you anywhere. If you're looking to have people actually find you/get shows with you via ACF, you might wanna link that in your sig. :thumbleft:

Oh! And if anyone is now dying of curiosity to hear my voice but can't catch my show, here is a link to a silly little video of me singing 'Do You Wanna Build a Snowman'. (There are tits in it too! And a dildo ship! :lol

 

[BarbieLuv]

...have viewed Gemmamoore in her free chat a time or too but find you too high strung for me.

Oh EasyA, if you can't handle my energy level in free chat, you might require medical assistance if you actually caught a show. Probably best you don't. Love the slightly backhanded 'compliment' though. Luckily for you, those just roll off my back at this point and you aren't my target audience anyway, being disinterested in paying for porn and all. :lol:

Edit to add: This might have been better posted in the Male Cammodel thread, btw.

To be specific its not your energy its your voice, are we friends now?

I didn't know we had a place, thanks!

...High strung isn't a type of voice, dude (it's a term generally describing someone who is overly hyper/nervous/excitable). Insulting my voice isn't giving me the warm and fuzzies, gotta say. And you've posted in the Male Cammodels thread before. No reason to pretend you don't know that thread exists that I can see.

Also, what's your SM profile link? I've tried EasyA, TheChameleon, and just Chameleon, and can't seem to find you anywhere. If you're looking to have people actually find you/get shows with you via ACF, you might wanna link that in your sig. :thumbleft:

Oh! And if anyone is now dying of curiosity to hear my voice but can't catch my show, here is a link to a silly little video of me singing 'Do You Wanna Build a Snowman'. (There are tits in it too! And a dildo ship! :lol

Forgot that was an old link, here's the real one (it's one of those mornings that I really wish I had some caffeine! :lol:

http://www.mediafire.com/watch/2b95qsap0s0ujru/Snow_2014.mp4

 

[EasyA]

Me and you seem to have sidetracked this thread enough. Its my fault I shouldn't have said anything about you at all. You seem to have a type A personality your profile pic and gif seem to match your personality from what I've seen. You being high strung didn't effect me viewing you and I doubt it does for most male viewers. Your voice grates my nerves a little and that is all. Of course your smoking hot and you don't need me to tell you that. I hate to make this personal because I singled you out and that's not fair, not fair at all.

I apologize my username on this forum doesn't match any that you'll find on SM simply because as a male that wouldn't help me at all. Male webcam models are in the minority, our work isn't respected probably because there are a lot of bad apples. I also told you I'm straight and even though I could deal with being uncovered because I simply don't give a shit - It could come back to bite me at some moment. I'm in school now to get a computer science degree want to be a software engineer even though I'll take a job in IT.

Thanks but no thanks - The only person I've communicated with is Deez. You'll probably figure out who I am at some point because I don't plan on stopping. You girls make on average 10-15 an hour I'm making 8 trying to figure out my niche and a way for me to increase my profitability.

Have a good morning at work - Gemma

-EasyA

 

[AerynShade]

So... that took a turn for the strange. Anyway....

I think my parents might have disowned me. But not because I'm a camgirl. How weird is that!?

 

[JerryBoBerry]

Some days make you step back and think.

Last night one of the people in my apartment complex I knew for a couple years committed suicide. A 31 year old guy from Sri Lanka going to this college for his Phd in mechanical engineering. One of those times where no one had a clue. He was always friendly to everyone. People were chatting with him Tuesday and didn't even suspect anything might have been wrong.

 

[ACFFAN69]

Some days make you step back and think.

Last night one of the people in my apartment complex I knew for a couple years committed suicide. A 31 year old guy from Sri Lanka going to this college for his Phd in mechanical engineering. One of those times where no one had a clue. He was always friendly to everyone. People were chatting with him Tuesday and didn't even suspect anything might have been wrong.

I think this is very common. Depression and suicidal thoughts aren't exactly something a suicidal person can talk about with people that care about you, or even cursorily know you, because they will just add pressure to confront the problem. If the person wanted to confront the problem, they would be seeing a therapist or psychiatrist about it. So the obvious solution the depressed person will always come up with is to hide the problem behind a mask.

Also being overly friendly for depressed people is just as common as overly angry at the world. It's an outward expression of hope. A wish that maybe things will turn around if the person tries to lighten the World a bit themselves, or that maybe doing so will allow connections with people and open up a new World for oneself. Strangely enough, the depressed will be very friendly and seem friendly, but the will to actually truly connect with someone is so lacking that the depressed will turn down any attempts at real connection or socialization and choose seclusion.

The prospect of a new future from a new job doesn't mean much either, when the depressed feels like nothing else has ever made him happy.

I can't wait till the day the world sees it as an injury, albeit mental, just as they do a broken limb. It's not something to be ashamed of and can be healed. Sure it can be healed naturally if you are lucky, but why not let a professional doctor help work on it if you have access to one?

 

[NyxieDay]

Some days make you step back and think.

Last night one of the people in my apartment complex I knew for a couple years committed suicide. A 31 year old guy from Sri Lanka going to this college for his Phd in mechanical engineering. One of those times where no one had a clue. He was always friendly to everyone. People were chatting with him Tuesday and didn't even suspect anything might have been wrong.

I think this is very common. Depression and suicidal thoughts aren't exactly something a suicidal person can talk about with people that care about you, or even cursorily know you, because they will just add pressure to confront the problem. If the person wanted to confront the problem, they would be seeing a therapist or psychiatrist about it. So the obvious solution the depressed person will always come up with is to hide the problem behind a mask.

Also being overly friendly for depressed people is just as common as overly angry at the world. It's an outward expression of hope. A wish that maybe things will turn around if the person tries to lighten the World a bit themselves, or that maybe doing so will allow connections with people and open up a new World for oneself. Strangely enough, the depressed will be very friendly and seem friendly, but the will to actually truly connect with someone is so lacking that the depressed will turn down any attempts at real connection or socialization and choose seclusion.

The prospect of a new future from a new job doesn't mean much either, when the depressed feels like nothing else has ever made him happy.

I can't wait till the day the world sees it as an injury, albeit mental, just as they do a broken limb. It's not something to be ashamed of and can be healed. Sure it can be healed naturally if you are lucky, but why not let a professional doctor help work on it if you have access to one?

(this is an add, not a criticism). I just wanted to also add that as far as wanting to confront the problem, there's also few more layers than personal will. Even personal will/commitment is difficult with depression, because it effects even the desire to reach out, even if a good outcome could be guaranteed from that reaching out. So it becomes a destructive feedback cycle (feel like shit, act like shit, feel shittier, act shittier...etc).
On top of that there's all sorts of cultural stigmas on mental health, even seeking help, and it's hard to outsmart that when your brain is stuck in "life is pain, I am shit" mode.
Recovery itself can be exhausting and painful, too, just like physical therapy for a bodily injury. When things have really been in the pits without support, having 1 good day can take so much effort, just like moving an atrophied limb 1 inch to the left.
And going without help, well, that's analogous to walking around on a broken leg without a support device. It's hard even with the support device, but without it...more harm than good even if you can "get by".

I think when we take all these points, including yours and others, together, we can start to appreciate how deeply devastating mental health struggles are. And like the friendly and accomplished neighbor's behavior before he ended his life...how hidden it can be.

Be excellent to each other. http://www.robot-hugs.com/helpful-advice/

 

[eyeteach]

I don't particularly agree with the notion of reincarnation, but if it does exist I pray I come back as one of Veronica Chaos' puppets.

 

[ACFFAN69]

I don't particularly agree with the notion of reincarnation, but if it does exist I pray I come back as one of Veronica Chaos' puppets.

Why wait, when you can do the next best thing now! :lol:
http://veronicafuckingchaos.com/updates/beadummy/

Be a Dummy!

Introducing a new service for my members! I’m now offering to add new dummies to my bedroom, customized to look like YOU, or anything else you want! You get to name the new dummy (after yourself, if you like!) and I’ll paint them, sew their clothing, make wigs, etc. however you like! You can send me photos of yourself and I’ll recreate you in dummy form! Or hell…you can make me fuck Deadpool. The number of features/moving parts is based on your budget, since I’ll be buying a base figure to modify. I’ll also be making videos/doing live shows with said dummy! It’s like you’re fucking me, only nothing like that at all! More details coming soon!

 

[camstory]

I don't particularly agree with the notion of reincarnation, but if it does exist I pray I come back as one of Veronica Chaos' puppets.

Why wait, when you can do the next best thing now! :lol:
http://veronicafuckingchaos.com/updates/beadummy/

Be a Dummy!

Introducing a new service for my members! I’m now offering to add new dummies to my bedroom, customized to look like YOU, or anything else you want! You get to name the new dummy (after yourself, if you like!) and I’ll paint them, sew their clothing, make wigs, etc. however you like! You can send me photos of yourself and I’ll recreate you in dummy form! Or hell…you can make me fuck Deadpool. The number of features/moving parts is based on your budget, since I’ll be buying a base figure to modify. I’ll also be making videos/doing live shows with said dummy! It’s like you’re fucking me, only nothing like that at all! More details coming soon!

I'm pretty sure I am already one of VC's most established dummies - I am saving for the puppet.

 

[SenaLuna]

Every so often I really wish we had some of the emotes used on Vampirefreaks. I guess it's because both boards use the same base code so they have a lot of the same emotes, but some of them like VF's :Y and :yargh emotes are sadly missing.

Today I decided to fully browse this board's entire emote selection, and I am mildly confused.

Okay so :edfirst: who is Ed? Why are they first? Has this ever been used?

Why do we have all those 90s Geocities quality dungeon raiding emotes at the end of the list? Whose dungeon are we raiding?

Why are there over a dozen different gun emotes? Do we really need this much diversity in "violence"?

uke-left: uke-right: uke-front: Is one a good puke, and the other is a bad puke, and another is indifferent puke? Why do we need to puke in so many different directions?

bscene-sexualbutt: This is labeled "obscene sexualbutt" but there's blood? ????

???

 

[SoTxBob]

Every so often I really wish we had some of the emotes used on Vampirefreaks. I guess it's because both boards use the same base code so they have a lot of the same emotes, but some of them like VF's :Y and :yargh emotes are sadly missing.

Today I decided to fully browse this board's entire emote selection, and I am mildly confused.

Okay so :edfirst: who is Ed? Why are they first? Has this ever been used?

Why do we have all those 90s Geocities quality dungeon raiding emotes at the end of the list? Whose dungeon are we raiding?

Why are there over a dozen different gun emotes? Do we really need this much diversity in "violence"?

uke-left: uke-right: uke-front: Is one a good puke, and the other is a bad puke, and another is indifferent puke? Why do we need to puke in so many different directions?

bscene-sexualbutt: This is labeled "obscene sexualbutt" but there's blood? ????

???

LoL... i see someones as bored as I am... :-D
I agree tho. It'd be nice to redo some of the emotes at times or add a few.

 

[SoTxBob]

Found this purely by chance... Skeptically, I hit play. 4 minutes later, I left very moved.

 

[bawksy]

I would suck dick for some baklava right now.

 

[JessieWolfe]

I would suck dick for some baklava right now.

The dominatrix inside me just had the sudden urge to make baklava so I could watch you suck a dick






:evil:


Rawr

Also on another note, for some reason whenever I am sick I can't sit still and I just got done deep cleaning my house. Wtf is wrong with me haha I feel like shit.

 

[EasyA]

I would suck dick for some baklava right now.

Just had some baklava from a persian couple in the past two weeks was tasty not like the kind you buy. About to spend some time with my family. As strange as it sounds I'd never suck dick for some baklava or any other tasty treat. It is a strange profession it is indeed but when the light goes off I'm back to my old self.

 

[CharlotteLace]

My body's such a douchebag. "Oh, you set an alarm for 2 hours? LOL nope, sleep for 6. Fuck you and your whole 'productivity' thing. :lol: "

It was a pretty good nap, though.

 

[camstory]

This thread is dripping with curiosity.

 

[RedHerby]

ok, the age thread is closed now, I just have one request ...

If you come across on omegle a middle aged dude with a red/gray beard, just think he is Chuck Norris and don't go into the 'daddy' game ...

thanks !!!

 

[EasyA]

Shaking my head right now looking at the gif above saying in my head - I don't got no type .....