just a heads up!

[TashaDutch]

i wanted to let you guys know as from today, i have quit camming.
it was a hard desision to make, but i haven't been feeling comfortable camming for a long time now.
i have tried my best, and got to know awsome people!, but for me personally camming is just destroying more then the 100 dollars a month is worth (selfconfidence etc)

i hope you understand, and i want to thank everyone for their support and great company!
i will remain staying here at the forum, i need to figure out together with amber how, but i'll let you know about that!

thanks for the great time on and off cam everyone!

love Tasha

 

[QueenMeadow]

:romance-caress:
Will u still be hanging out? :crying-yellow: :crying-yellow:

 

[LaLaLand_xD]

I will miss hearing your voice but I will see you in chat =)

 

[SamCamNxtDoor]

I am so sad to see this. I can totally understand having to decide if it is worth it or not for you. I am sending lots of positivity and hugs your way.

 

[GreatDane]

Going to miss you on cam, only got to see you a couple of times, but I loved each time.

 

[TashaDutch]

to the lovely girls: dont worry one bit! i am busy.. but i will be there in your rooms as a member.. hehe

to dane: thank you sweetheart! we have chatted most on my premium nick.. and that wont stop but its nice to hear on cam i was appreciated by you..

 

[MyCamgirl]

If you comment on my profile was your last... I feel special :-D

Too bad I never had a chance to visit your room.

 

[NevaehStar]

I totally understand where u are coming from! I've been MIA for months now from camming & all. I didn't make an "exit" because I just thought I was going to take a few days or weeks off. But it has been months now. I still have my accounts active because I still feel I want to make random appearances. And am planning on doing some here & there. In my personal situation, I couldn't make up my mind to completely "retire" yet.
But, like I said, I have been away for months so many members probably believe I quit completely & i'm still unsure about it. I had taken over a month off, then went on cam 1 night & actually had a really good night when I came back! But I didn't continue. (Also, a neat bonus.. my cam score was always between 600-800 cuz i was still "new" & cammed part time... after taking a month off, when I came back, my camscore automatically was back at 1,000!! which I think helped my crowd that night!)

I became pretty stressed & camming just wasn't "fun" for me much anymore & I was forcing myself to work. I realized how it was affecting me & thats when I started slowly straying away. I started camming of course for the money- but I continued to cam because I had fun! When that started to fade, I just couldn't do it. Ya know... I was feeling the pressures of camming & all the other negative things we talk about. I feel better now that I've been away for awhile. The stress & all has eased up.
And I keep thinking I want to make a re-appearance soon & see how it goes. If it goes good, then I might just try to do it a couple times a week or a handful of times a month. That is the nice thing about camming, you are in total control. (Though now, I've been gettin those "newbie" jitters again & haven't mustered up the courage to go on yet lol)

Tasha- I wish u the best of luck! If these are similar feelings that u have had, then know that you are definately not alone! I hope u do still stay in touch on here & all. Even though I don't post as much, your name is familiar to me from reading your posts/comments on here & you seem like an awesome chick!
Good luck and take it easy girl!

 

[TashaDutch]

If you comment on my profile was your last... I feel special :-D

Too bad I never had a chance to visit your room.

hehe nope.. thats my perving account (premium) i wont be leaving that one alone
i feel so much more comfortable just perving as any other member.. then to be in front of the cam.. it didnt make much sence to continue camming..

I totally understand where u are coming from! I've been MIA for months now from camming & all. I didn't make an "exit" because I just thought I was going to take a few days or weeks off. But it has been months now. I still have my accounts active because I still feel I want to make random appearances. And am planning on doing some here & there. In my personal situation, I couldn't make up my mind to completely "retire" yet.
But, like I said, I have been away for months so many members probably believe I quit completely & i'm still unsure about it. I had taken over a month off, then went on cam 1 night & actually had a really good night when I came back! But I didn't continue. (Also, a neat bonus.. my cam score was always between 600-800 cuz i was still "new" & cammed part time... after taking a month off, when I came back, my camscore automatically was back at 1,000!! which I think helped my crowd that night!)

I became pretty stressed & camming just wasn't "fun" for me much anymore & I was forcing myself to work. I realized how it was affecting me & thats when I started slowly straying away. I started camming of course for the money- but I continued to cam because I had fun! When that started to fade, I just couldn't do it. Ya know... I was feeling the pressures of camming & all the other negative things we talk about. I feel better now that I've been away for awhile. The stress & all has eased up.
And I keep thinking I want to make a re-appearance soon & see how it goes. If it goes good, then I might just try to do it a couple times a week or a handful of times a month. That is the nice thing about camming, you are in total control. (Though now, I've been gettin those "newbie" jitters again & haven't mustered up the courage to go on yet lol)

Tasha- I wish u the best of luck! If these are similar feelings that u have had, then know that you are definately not alone! I hope u do still stay in touch on here & all. Even though I don't post as much, your name is familiar to me from reading your posts/comments on here & you seem like an awesome chick!
Good luck and take it easy girl!

yeah i get where you're coming from! i just have another reason i deleted my photo's and stuff..
i'm planning on getting a job as a security guard once i finished the study (much more laws and reguirements for security guards here in holland) and if i would work on cam.. and earn money.. ok.. but i dont, and to be turned down for a job for the reason that they found my profile would be pretty annoying
i just feel soo relaxt now.. no pressure.. no people expecting me to be there are exactly this and that time.. its wonderful!
i asked amber about it.. and i will keep the model status.. after all i have been a model for a while, and everyone here knows me as one.. so it doesnt really matter that i dont actually work every night
no worries.. i'm here hehe :lol: