Hi, this is regarding the rather strange methods used by a model I encountered recently. Perhaps you could help me get some closure on the matter and help me make sense of why she does what she does. This seems really weird to me.
Sorry if it's a rambling post, I just need to get this off my chest as it's been bothering me a bit.
In late December, this lovely looking girl caught my eye. I found her quite far down the pages; she maybe had 14 viewers, and her bio reported around 600 followers. Long story short, she's happy, cute, shy, funny, and everything else I like. So, I followed her. Her schedule was very much 9 to 5, and she explained right from the start that it was a studio job. She always described her time there was spent doing her "shift." This was obvious anyway because on different days, she would be in different rooms. Her bio has what look like some pretty professional photoshoot albums and some reasonably well-shot promo videos.
After a week or so, I log in and see her quietly sobbing and wiping tears away. She has only, I don't know, maybe seven viewers. She explains to the room that she gets a little sad sometimes because her room doesn't get many viewers. Anyway, during January and February, this becomes a common occurrence. And her tears seem genuine and only happen on the quiet days. On busy days, she's laughing and joking and being the entertaining girl I initially followed. Over time, she would show a little more, coming out of her shell a bit. Then another quiet day, and she's in tears again. This poor, shy girl, I thought, is doing her best. She just needs to gain more confidence and build her base, and she'll be fine. So, I decided to join her fan club in mid-February to support her. She was overjoyed. By this time, a few others had joined too, and her followers had climbed to maybe 1,500. That's good, right? Still, the tears flowed, just on the quiet days. I can't explain how much this tugged at my heartstrings. I mean, if she's acting, she's a darn good actress. And it's easy to think she's just trying to make us feel sorry for her so we give her tokens, but in actuality, she got many more tokens when she was her usual happy, dancing self. When she was in her sad, teary moods, her room effectively died. This only added to the theory that she was genuinely sad about her room not gaining much traction. But in actuality, Her room always seemed healthy to me. Her followers were consistently growing, she had regular tippers like me as well as some big tippers who would come in now and then and do privates and spy shows. Everything seemed fine to me.
So March comes around, and her room has about 1700 followers. She's happy, dancing, having a good time, and showing more of herself than ever.
This is where things get a bit weird.
The next day comes when she's supposed to be online. Nothing. The next day, nothing. Two more days go by, and she hasn't even read her direct messages. She's on my mind quite a lot. I'm thinking of that poor, shy girl crying... Maybe she's lost her job, quit, or worse. I'm going out of my mind. yeah I'm just a stranger on the Internet but I kinda care about her, I just want to know why she's not even reading her messages.
So I do some googling and end up on a website that finds cam girls aliases using their image. And to my horror I see about 20 different different versions of her all with different hairstyles and different names going back 3 years. I look at some of the profiles, they are either banned, disabled or dead. The ones that still show show followers, are all between 1500 and 1800 with last broadcasts being over a year ago. It was also clear from some of the pictures and videos that this girl was not shy at all, in fact far from it.
So it's clear that this is just what she does. She creates a room, lets it get to no more than 2k followers then abandons it starts over with a new persona and room. What blows my mind is how she's able to just take all these fans she's gained and fake relationships she's formed and just throw them all away like they are nothing.
Why would she do this instead of growing one channel into something she could make a living off of? She clearly has the talent. I'm not even mad at her because she never even asked me for anything. It's not like I feel like she was trying to scam me; that's what makes it all so baffling. I have wondered if maybe others were being scammed and she just spared me? I probably would have fallen for it too if she had tried. I'm just disappointed; I genuinely miss her and her antics. She was entertaining.
Is this a common practice among models, and can anybody shed some light on what kind of girl I encountered?
Thanks.
Sorry if it's a rambling post, I just need to get this off my chest as it's been bothering me a bit.
In late December, this lovely looking girl caught my eye. I found her quite far down the pages; she maybe had 14 viewers, and her bio reported around 600 followers. Long story short, she's happy, cute, shy, funny, and everything else I like. So, I followed her. Her schedule was very much 9 to 5, and she explained right from the start that it was a studio job. She always described her time there was spent doing her "shift." This was obvious anyway because on different days, she would be in different rooms. Her bio has what look like some pretty professional photoshoot albums and some reasonably well-shot promo videos.
After a week or so, I log in and see her quietly sobbing and wiping tears away. She has only, I don't know, maybe seven viewers. She explains to the room that she gets a little sad sometimes because her room doesn't get many viewers. Anyway, during January and February, this becomes a common occurrence. And her tears seem genuine and only happen on the quiet days. On busy days, she's laughing and joking and being the entertaining girl I initially followed. Over time, she would show a little more, coming out of her shell a bit. Then another quiet day, and she's in tears again. This poor, shy girl, I thought, is doing her best. She just needs to gain more confidence and build her base, and she'll be fine. So, I decided to join her fan club in mid-February to support her. She was overjoyed. By this time, a few others had joined too, and her followers had climbed to maybe 1,500. That's good, right? Still, the tears flowed, just on the quiet days. I can't explain how much this tugged at my heartstrings. I mean, if she's acting, she's a darn good actress. And it's easy to think she's just trying to make us feel sorry for her so we give her tokens, but in actuality, she got many more tokens when she was her usual happy, dancing self. When she was in her sad, teary moods, her room effectively died. This only added to the theory that she was genuinely sad about her room not gaining much traction. But in actuality, Her room always seemed healthy to me. Her followers were consistently growing, she had regular tippers like me as well as some big tippers who would come in now and then and do privates and spy shows. Everything seemed fine to me.
So March comes around, and her room has about 1700 followers. She's happy, dancing, having a good time, and showing more of herself than ever.
This is where things get a bit weird.
The next day comes when she's supposed to be online. Nothing. The next day, nothing. Two more days go by, and she hasn't even read her direct messages. She's on my mind quite a lot. I'm thinking of that poor, shy girl crying... Maybe she's lost her job, quit, or worse. I'm going out of my mind. yeah I'm just a stranger on the Internet but I kinda care about her, I just want to know why she's not even reading her messages.
So I do some googling and end up on a website that finds cam girls aliases using their image. And to my horror I see about 20 different different versions of her all with different hairstyles and different names going back 3 years. I look at some of the profiles, they are either banned, disabled or dead. The ones that still show show followers, are all between 1500 and 1800 with last broadcasts being over a year ago. It was also clear from some of the pictures and videos that this girl was not shy at all, in fact far from it.
So it's clear that this is just what she does. She creates a room, lets it get to no more than 2k followers then abandons it starts over with a new persona and room. What blows my mind is how she's able to just take all these fans she's gained and fake relationships she's formed and just throw them all away like they are nothing.
Why would she do this instead of growing one channel into something she could make a living off of? She clearly has the talent. I'm not even mad at her because she never even asked me for anything. It's not like I feel like she was trying to scam me; that's what makes it all so baffling. I have wondered if maybe others were being scammed and she just spared me? I probably would have fallen for it too if she had tried. I'm just disappointed; I genuinely miss her and her antics. She was entertaining.
Is this a common practice among models, and can anybody shed some light on what kind of girl I encountered?
Thanks.
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and for the scratch, we all get scratches sometimes right, like right now I have a nasty burn on my hand, no one burned me, I just grabbed my cast iron pan without thinking about it two days ago, so I wouldn't put too much into that 
