I am so sorry for not mentioning it earlier. I feel awful knowing it offended some of you to discover too late an artist was interested in your world, and I certainly can't bear the thought of anyone thinking I wish to exploit the models generously sharing their thoughts and experience.
Upon further reading I found in the forum a student who (I'm sure you remember) was writing an academic paper. She approached the research with infinitely more consideration and logic, while I simply raced into it with the desire to understand what I have found to be an exceptionally fascinating and vital group of individuals. I feel privileged just to visit your environment, and hope everyone here can forgive my idiotic oversight.
Let me stress that, like the academic, my intention is almost painfully remote from commerce. Money will never be a force in my life. I am a member of the working class, and my presence in the forum reflects a wish to expand my knowledge of its forms into contemporary realms with which I'm unfamiliar.
Now I'll state what I should have said earlier: I would be incredibly grateful to any model on the forum who is interested in being interviewed for the purpose of a screenplay. I hope to get to know each of you and hear your thoughts and opinions, as well as broaden my understanding (and ultimately an audiences'), of what camming really means for the women and men behind it; to remove it from myth and stereotype - to display its complex reality.
Please PM me or let me know if this interests you.
Thank you for your understanding.
