So long time reader/viewer here. Going to try and distill a few years into a few paragraphs.
Most would describe me as a whale. Let’s rewind 6 years. All is well with the world. Found a model I really connected with and was infatuated with. She opened up to me very quick ( real name only ) within a month to be able to send her money. This was in exchange for services like shows. She is from the USA on SM and has a top row or 2 placement.
3 years ago things were becoming less fun. The main reason was her expectation of financial support in exchange for nothing. I know her lifestyle had grown into expecting a certain income level. I told her. Hey I’m sorry. But this isn’t fun. Here is 2-3 months of typical support. At the time I also had a business that was going under was stressed and financially burdened from that. So when she was asking for money for xyz . I told her why and moved on.
Ok she has my address. Sent me Christmas cookies one year. Birthday cards. Gifts like coffee mugs and T-shirts. And after I stopped visiting her this went on for around a year. Would send me text messages ( I have her actual phone number I would never message her) wishing happy birthday and Christmas wishes and catch up a bit.
14-15 months ago get a message after covid lockdown hey hope all is well. Exchanged a few messages. Was somewhat typical. About a year ago for my birthday she sends me a several hundred dollar alligator wallet with a photo of her and a note she missed me. So I sent her a message. Hey I got your gift. Thanks, I appreciate it. But please don’t send me anything in the future. She messaged me back she was sorry. Won’t happen again.
Fast forward to this year. Keep in mind I have had zero communication in the previous 12 months with her. This time it’s a pair of used panties and a note saying she came in them thinking about me. And wanted to fuck me. Ok umm I was in shock. This was totally out of left field. So I sent her a message. Wtf are you doing sending me this shit?? I’m really sorry it won’t happen again.
Ok I’m married. My wife knows about my sexual friend on the Internet and the rule I have with her is don’t fuck anyone else and we are good.
Figured someone on here can relate the emotions and possibly has stalker advice. I just don’t know what I can do other than tell her stop. Im afraid of what’s next.
Not me.
Most would describe me as a whale. Let’s rewind 6 years. All is well with the world. Found a model I really connected with and was infatuated with. She opened up to me very quick ( real name only ) within a month to be able to send her money. This was in exchange for services like shows. She is from the USA on SM and has a top row or 2 placement.
3 years ago things were becoming less fun. The main reason was her expectation of financial support in exchange for nothing. I know her lifestyle had grown into expecting a certain income level. I told her. Hey I’m sorry. But this isn’t fun. Here is 2-3 months of typical support. At the time I also had a business that was going under was stressed and financially burdened from that. So when she was asking for money for xyz . I told her why and moved on.
Ok she has my address. Sent me Christmas cookies one year. Birthday cards. Gifts like coffee mugs and T-shirts. And after I stopped visiting her this went on for around a year. Would send me text messages ( I have her actual phone number I would never message her) wishing happy birthday and Christmas wishes and catch up a bit.
14-15 months ago get a message after covid lockdown hey hope all is well. Exchanged a few messages. Was somewhat typical. About a year ago for my birthday she sends me a several hundred dollar alligator wallet with a photo of her and a note she missed me. So I sent her a message. Hey I got your gift. Thanks, I appreciate it. But please don’t send me anything in the future. She messaged me back she was sorry. Won’t happen again.
Fast forward to this year. Keep in mind I have had zero communication in the previous 12 months with her. This time it’s a pair of used panties and a note saying she came in them thinking about me. And wanted to fuck me. Ok umm I was in shock. This was totally out of left field. So I sent her a message. Wtf are you doing sending me this shit?? I’m really sorry it won’t happen again.
Ok I’m married. My wife knows about my sexual friend on the Internet and the rule I have with her is don’t fuck anyone else and we are good.
Figured someone on here can relate the emotions and possibly has stalker advice. I just don’t know what I can do other than tell her stop. Im afraid of what’s next.
Not me.
