Thank you. I appreciate your kindness and advice! I've made smaller goals for myself and trying not to burn myself out with bigger goals (burn out for people like me is so easy!)Girl I was you a few years ago. I literally did end up homeless because my depression took over when my marriage ended. (-_-; ) My best advice is to tell yourself that you're gonna spend at least 30 minutes a day in front of the camera makeup or not. Set the bar low for yourself so then it's easy to raise. Also don't call yourself lazy! You're going through a hard time and deserve to give yourself extra compassion right now.