So I don't get it. Like I notice a lot of people here have mental issues. The way you know they do is because well you're doing it because you have some kind of self esteem issue you can't stay on cam because someone will say something mean to you on cam and will feel bad about yourself. No one comes to your room you feel like it takes a hit to your self esteem and self worth. Those things are signs of being an unstable and unhealthy person and I get why guys on these sites expect me to care what they think or think if they give positive feedback it's going to make a difference. It doesn't. My thing is I didn't decide to be on mfc because I was weak or stupid or did not the right avenue I was supposed to go to. I do this because well I have big boobs and I knew I could make money off of it. You should know something is not right with you if you are doing this because of some mental reason this is not normal behavior so if you are enjoying this then you enjoy abnormal behavior. When I say that I do not mean just being sexual makes you abnormal but taking your clothes off doing sexual acts to people you have never seen for any mental satisfaction means something is not right with you. Maybe therapy is a good option especially not that you have the money to do so. It just annoys me in this profession there's so many broken people that when a person like myself is just doing it for the normal reasons it makes it harder for me. I feel like on here I got judged a lot for saying my reason for camming was monetary was uncomfortable for a lot of people because they try to talk about enjoying what they do. Ok If you enjoyed it so much why didn't you just play with yourself online somewhere for free? And maybe you do. A lot of people here are sluts and think they enjoy it. But I don't know who really enjoys being a slut. I don't. I just do it for the money. And I really don't think anyone else enjoys being a slut that's a lie one tells themselves to keep going. Idk I just think it's weird being real about things here seems weird to people here. Like when I talked about how bad my situation has been monetarily. People acted like that was shocking. You really think it would take me just waking up one day everything going perfectly fine for me to have sex online? Of course it took facing homelessness and trying to avoid it for me to do this the two times I've done this. I know I'm not crazy like you where you just wake up one day and start camming because you're bored or you think it's a cooler job than you got. You know most people think that a camgirl is well of course a slut but has mental and emotional issues or is dirt poor no education possibly drug or substance issues. Usually a combination of both. It's like the mental issues on here definitely manifest but what I don't get is sure many maybe most are like that. That does not mean I'm like you. And don't be shocked when someone is not messed up like you and camming. There are people who are actually just struggling to get by and camming for that reason. No need to judge them and act like they're crazy one when in reality what you are is very abnormal
Maybe to some extent for example I'm just a tougher person and not easily affected by other people. Because I mean at my last jobs that I was into with interviewing I did experience people who were new to the job shaken a bit by someone cursing them out on the phone or calling them or someone else the n word or a racial slur. Me I never was really. Because I'm very one track minded when it comes to money. Anyhow in that case though many people starting out were not prepared for that because no one really prepared them for that. But this you know what it's all about. You shouldn't be here if you can't handle people not in your room. Or that you don't have validation. That's a weak person it's not a healthy thing to be fix it. And not in the cam room lol. You need trained professionals.
Maybe to some extent for example I'm just a tougher person and not easily affected by other people. Because I mean at my last jobs that I was into with interviewing I did experience people who were new to the job shaken a bit by someone cursing them out on the phone or calling them or someone else the n word or a racial slur. Me I never was really. Because I'm very one track minded when it comes to money. Anyhow in that case though many people starting out were not prepared for that because no one really prepared them for that. But this you know what it's all about. You shouldn't be here if you can't handle people not in your room. Or that you don't have validation. That's a weak person it's not a healthy thing to be fix it. And not in the cam room lol. You need trained professionals.