Do some models genuinely enjoy private shows? What helps you reach that state?

[MarieElise]

At least OP has nice manners, and is asking so others can learn from what we have to say also. Infinitely better than what many people do ie, fabricate things straight up out of the giant empty ether space that is their minds, and engage in little to no genuine communication while they walk around in an imaginary, delusional daydream bubble (completely of their own creating)...

Don't worry OP lol... I'm here to save you with flowery language and cynical social commentary

 

[cbhours]

and is asking so others can learn from what we have to say also.

Without the entire "I’m Not Like Other Guys" section the question remains the exact same so I think it's probably more about that than actually learning but maybe I'm wrong

 

[MarieElise]

Without the entire "I’m Not Like Other Guys" section the question remains the exact same so I think it's probably more about that than actually learning but maybe I'm wrong

Well whatever. Maybe you're right, maybe you're not.
But it's not like the bullet points he lists are a bad starting point for a lot of clueless Gumps So even if he's pushing himself, maybe he's kinda doing models a favor at the same time, so I don't care.
Not like I'm gonna reach through the screen, grab him by the balls, and marry him.
Maybe it's about time someone started handing out bullet points, is all I'm saying here.

(lol I just really love bullet points, they calm my soul)

 

[Anubis]

My sincere thanks to everyone who took the time to share thoughtful, detailed replies.
It was incredibly helpful to read different perspectives and understand how things look from your side of the camera. I genuinely appreciate the openness and honesty here. It clarified far more than I expected when I posted the question.

And for the couple of armchair psychologists in the thread — I’ll let them keep their theories. It seems they’ve analyzed everything except the actual question.