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The title would read way too long if I was to narrow the subject but I will do that in the content.

I am asking webcam performers, the ones who experienced feeling drained, tiered while online even if just starting the streaming session?
A heaviness on their shoulders or migraines all of a sudden.

What I am about to share is a perspective, you don't have to agree with it, you don't have to buy into it, but I'm sharing it anyway.

Long story short, I'm brushing the adult industry since 2007 in various capacities from unsuccessful performer to web designer, app developer, network manager, CEO and cofounder bla bla bla... but since late 2018, I changed gears so to speak and followed my passion which is esoteric knowledge, holistic practices and such.
Practice of witchcraft, sigils and rituals has a specific appeal to me so went full balistic into the subject.
Understanding the concepts allowed me to cut corners so to speak and disregarded the diluted knowledge and fantasy hollywoodian magic, play pretend and wishful thinking so I dived more into the practice.
For me I discovered that everything is energy, yes the idea is already there but it needed to make sense to me. And material things became energy rather than "my life's purpose"... well it kind of helps to have some money not to make them my life's purpose.

Anyway, in the last year or so, more and more collaborators, acquaintances, clients reached out because of this increase of spirituality. Because Ambercutie platform is related to adult niche I will focus on this specific niche and share some things I name them real.

In sigil construction there is this idea that the act of masturbation and release is powerful enough to be focused, controlled and charge energetic symbols (sigils). Well, projections can do that too.
Though forms or projections are energetic entities that act as a toxic parasitic entity. It feeds with all sorts of energies like desire, abusive behavior, abusive sexual behavior, be it in reality or in the dimension of imagination... "where focus goes, energy flows" .
So, in this context, if you feel drained out without a reason, sleepy yet you were well rested, it might be your body trying to keep you functional with low energy resources.
There are few cleansing methods you can perform from smudging your place to cord cutting so let me know if those work for you.

By the way, I'm not afraid of being ridiculed so feel free to reach out if you have questions, suggestions or feedback.
I know how to "scan entities" and more and more individuals are noticing unexplained (or less popular) experiences related to entities we don't really paid attention before, from projections, thought forms to egregors and such.
It would be interesting (for me, at least) to read and even study your experience.

Again, look at it as a shared perspective, you don't have to buy into this, it is part of my reality, my truth. Be well :)

PS: a bunch of individuals can energetically drain a performer especially when there's a strong desire, a strong intention behind which can cumulate and build up energy to form a parasitic entity. These clusters of cumulated energy do not poses or own a conscious but can feed itself with the "subject", it doesn't matter if is across continents, behind a screen... or whatever, a channel is formed and an agreement is made.
 
The title would read way too long if I was to narrow the subject but I will do that in the content.

I am asking webcam performers, the ones who experienced feeling drained, tiered while online even if just starting the streaming session?
A heaviness on their shoulders or migraines all of a sudden.

What I am about to share is a perspective, you don't have to agree with it, you don't have to buy into it, but I'm sharing it anyway.

Long story short, I'm brushing the adult industry since 2007 in various capacities from unsuccessful performer to web designer, app developer, network manager, CEO and cofounder bla bla bla... but since late 2018, I changed gears so to speak and followed my passion which is esoteric knowledge, holistic practices and such.
Practice of witchcraft, sigils and rituals has a specific appeal to me so went full balistic into the subject.
Understanding the concepts allowed me to cut corners so to speak and disregarded the diluted knowledge and fantasy hollywoodian magic, play pretend and wishful thinking so I dived more into the practice.
For me I discovered that everything is energy, yes the idea is already there but it needed to make sense to me. And material things became energy rather than "my life's purpose"... well it kind of helps to have some money not to make them my life's purpose.

Anyway, in the last year or so, more and more collaborators, acquaintances, clients reached out because of this increase of spirituality. Because Ambercutie platform is related to adult niche I will focus on this specific niche and share some things I name them real.

In sigil construction there is this idea that the act of masturbation and release is powerful enough to be focused, controlled and charge energetic symbols (sigils). Well, projections can do that too.
Though forms or projections are energetic entities that act as a toxic parasitic entity. It feeds with all sorts of energies like desire, abusive behavior, abusive sexual behavior, be it in reality or in the dimension of imagination... "where focus goes, energy flows" .
So, in this context, if you feel drained out without a reason, sleepy yet you were well rested, it might be your body trying to keep you functional with low energy resources.
There are few cleansing methods you can perform from smudging your place to cord cutting so let me know if those work for you.

By the way, I'm not afraid of being ridiculed so feel free to reach out if you have questions, suggestions or feedback.
I know how to "scan entities" and more and more individuals are noticing unexplained (or less popular) experiences related to entities we don't really paid attention before, from projections, thought forms to egregors and such.
It would be interesting (for me, at least) to read and even study your experience.

Again, look at it as a shared perspective, you don't have to buy into this, it is part of my reality, my truth. Be well :)

PS: a bunch of individuals can energetically drain a performer especially when there's a strong desire, a strong intention behind which can cumulate and build up energy to form a parasitic entity. These clusters of cumulated energy do not poses or own a conscious but can feed itself with the "subject", it doesn't matter if is across continents, behind a screen... or whatever, a channel is formed and an agreement is made.
I've never felt as drained while camming as I did at my IRL fast food jobs, so the way I see it my spirit is in much better condition now lol.
 
I've never felt as drained while camming as I did at my IRL fast food jobs, so the way I see it my spirit is in much better condition now lol.
It is great that you are sensitive enough to notice and make the difference, many do not, and indeed makes sense that physical contact or proximity, even overlapping of many energetic fields to drain, balance or even power up another individual's energetic field or auric field.
The act of buying is in itself an energetic agreement but coupled with energy of expectation (I deserve the best service or product I paid for), demand (You need to pay attention to me as buyer), authority (buyer is entitled, buyer makes the rules) all these energies are negative orientated most of the time. So in your case as service provider in fast-food you know that people come with hunger for energy (not necessary the usual hunger), with moods, with frustration if there's a waiting line, crowded, discomfort from heat, noise and even those who simply emanate bad vibes piked up by sensitive empaths.
There's also another aspect about locations, places and brands. A world wide popular brand has its own egregor energy, that can help employees, which in that sense are somehow protected.
Thank you for sharing :)
 
This read was draining. lol sry

lol honestly though, its this stuff here that is draining for me. People putting things under a microscope, and studying me like some kind of rare specimen in a cage. Are you posting this on any call center/customer service forums??? I bet not. There is a lot of moods and energy sapping mother fuckers there too, but I never saw anyone putting it under a microscope there??? I understand sex is a lot of different things to a lot of different people and that's something cool af but honestly people who put my job up on a pedalstool drain me a lot more than people who don't.
 
This read was draining. lol sry

lol honestly though, its this stuff here that is draining for me. People putting things under a microscope, and studying me like some kind of rare specimen in a cage. Are you posting this on any call center/customer service forums??? I bet not. There is a lot of moods and energy sapping mother fuckers there too, but I never saw anyone putting it under a microscope there??? I understand sex is a lot of different things to a lot of different people and that's something cool af but honestly people who put my job up on a pedalstool drain me a lot more than people who don't.
I agree with you because I do understand where you are coming from, it is exhausting to try to navigate through something you have no interest in, yet it influenced your decision to express your own experience and perspective. Tells us both (and maybe resonates with others too) that this is not for you and it is ok.
I for one don't label as a bad thing to put things under microscope, some of us enjoy a more meticulous experience, others enjoy a superficial experience. I'm a programmer so I tackle ADHD with strong focus on specific details which work for me.

It is my knowledge and belief that each individual is unique so no, webcam performers are not unique specimens but unique entities reflected by many types of archetypes.
I would won the bet if you really want to bet, that my post is according to your understanding is targeting naive webcam performers. Ignorance can be a bliss. So is knowledge.
Somehow you decided to reduce the webcam performing activity to you, yes, you are the one defining your actions, your activity, but not limited to you.
Without actually reading you I can tell you that you feel frustration, that you feel trapped in a routine, that you feel sometimes as an object of your activity. And if I am mistaking or sharing bs just to waste our time (yours and mine), feel free to let me know.

Performing is by definition a subject for piedestal, a subject of being appreciated, seen, interacted with because the webcam performer intuitively holds a space in which users, tippers might find all sorts of interactions or emotional, physical, mental connection.

The purpose of my post?
Awareness, healthy boundaries, dealing with toxic states from a holistic and energetic perspective.

If you feel drained by the interaction with this text, is because "where focus goes, energy flows" which kind of proves my point so, to feel the self-empowerment simply scroll, don't offer your energy and time to something you feel it is attacking your personal self-centered energy. Oh... and if you experience a migrene while reading, please hidratate yourself, drink water.

Thank you for sharing your experience, I appreciate your input. 🤗
 
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The title would read way too long if I was to narrow the subject but I will do that in the content.

I am asking webcam performers, the ones who experienced feeling drained, tiered while online even if just starting the streaming session?
A heaviness on their shoulders or migraines all of a sudden.

What I am about to share is a perspective, you don't have to agree with it, you don't have to buy into it, but I'm sharing it anyway.

Long story short, I'm brushing the adult industry since 2007 in various capacities from unsuccessful performer to web designer, app developer, network manager, CEO and cofounder bla bla bla... but since late 2018, I changed gears so to speak and followed my passion which is esoteric knowledge, holistic practices and such.
Practice of witchcraft, sigils and rituals has a specific appeal to me so went full balistic into the subject.
Understanding the concepts allowed me to cut corners so to speak and disregarded the diluted knowledge and fantasy hollywoodian magic, play pretend and wishful thinking so I dived more into the practice.
For me I discovered that everything is energy, yes the idea is already there but it needed to make sense to me. And material things became energy rather than "my life's purpose"... well it kind of helps to have some money not to make them my life's purpose.

Anyway, in the last year or so, more and more collaborators, acquaintances, clients reached out because of this increase of spirituality. Because Ambercutie platform is related to adult niche I will focus on this specific niche and share some things I name them real.

In sigil construction there is this idea that the act of masturbation and release is powerful enough to be focused, controlled and charge energetic symbols (sigils). Well, projections can do that too.
Though forms or projections are energetic entities that act as a toxic parasitic entity. It feeds with all sorts of energies like desire, abusive behavior, abusive sexual behavior, be it in reality or in the dimension of imagination... "where focus goes, energy flows" .
So, in this context, if you feel drained out without a reason, sleepy yet you were well rested, it might be your body trying to keep you functional with low energy resources.
There are few cleansing methods you can perform from smudging your place to cord cutting so let me know if those work for you.

By the way, I'm not afraid of being ridiculed so feel free to reach out if you have questions, suggestions or feedback.
I know how to "scan entities" and more and more individuals are noticing unexplained (or less popular) experiences related to entities we don't really paid attention before, from projections, thought forms to egregors and such.
It would be interesting (for me, at least) to read and even study your experience.

Again, look at it as a shared perspective, you don't have to buy into this, it is part of my reality, my truth. Be well :)

PS: a bunch of individuals can energetically drain a performer especially when there's a strong desire, a strong intention behind which can cumulate and build up energy to form a parasitic entity. These clusters of cumulated energy do not poses or own a conscious but can feed itself with the "subject", it doesn't matter if is across continents, behind a screen... or whatever, a channel is formed and an agreement is made.
Sorry got no time to read all that. So to respond to title -
In short, no. If I felt that way I'd log off and go take a nap. I don't stream when I'm burnt. It doesn't serve me or my finances in the long run.
So I don't do it. Never did. Not even 1st year.
 
Sorry got no time to read all that. So to respond to title -
In short, no. If I felt that way I'd log off and go take a nap. I don't stream when I'm burnt. It doesn't serve me or my finances in the long run.
Wonderful, a strong healthy approach to a specific state.
Thank you for your sharing.
 
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