Have you ever felt drained out physically, mentally and energetically while livestreaming?

[Dan N]

The title would read way too long if I was to narrow the subject but I will do that in the content.

I am asking webcam performers, the ones who experienced feeling drained, tiered while online even if just starting the streaming session?
A heaviness on their shoulders or migraines all of a sudden.

What I am about to share is a perspective, you don't have to agree with it, you don't have to buy into it, but I'm sharing it anyway.

Long story short, I'm brushing the adult industry since 2007 in various capacities from unsuccessful performer to web designer, app developer, network manager, CEO and cofounder bla bla bla... but since late 2018, I changed gears so to speak and followed my passion which is esoteric knowledge, holistic practices and such.
Practice of witchcraft, sigils and rituals has a specific appeal to me so went full balistic into the subject.
Understanding the concepts allowed me to cut corners so to speak and disregarded the diluted knowledge and fantasy hollywoodian magic, play pretend and wishful thinking so I dived more into the practice.
For me I discovered that everything is energy, yes the idea is already there but it needed to make sense to me. And material things became energy rather than "my life's purpose"... well it kind of helps to have some money not to make them my life's purpose.

Anyway, in the last year or so, more and more collaborators, acquaintances, clients reached out because of this increase of spirituality. Because Ambercutie platform is related to adult niche I will focus on this specific niche and share some things I name them real.

In sigil construction there is this idea that the act of masturbation and release is powerful enough to be focused, controlled and charge energetic symbols (sigils). Well, projections can do that too.
Though forms or projections are energetic entities that act as a toxic parasitic entity. It feeds with all sorts of energies like desire, abusive behavior, abusive sexual behavior, be it in reality or in the dimension of imagination... "where focus goes, energy flows" .
So, in this context, if you feel drained out without a reason, sleepy yet you were well rested, it might be your body trying to keep you functional with low energy resources.
There are few cleansing methods you can perform from smudging your place to cord cutting so let me know if those work for you.

By the way, I'm not afraid of being ridiculed so feel free to reach out if you have questions, suggestions or feedback.
I know how to "scan entities" and more and more individuals are noticing unexplained (or less popular) experiences related to entities we don't really paid attention before, from projections, thought forms to egregors and such.
It would be interesting (for me, at least) to read and even study your experience.

Again, look at it as a shared perspective, you don't have to buy into this, it is part of my reality, my truth. Be well

PS: a bunch of individuals can energetically drain a performer especially when there's a strong desire, a strong intention behind which can cumulate and build up energy to form a parasitic entity. These clusters of cumulated energy do not poses or own a conscious but can feed itself with the "subject", it doesn't matter if is across continents, behind a screen... or whatever, a channel is formed and an agreement is made.

 

[stormythunder]

The title would read way too long if I was to narrow the subject but I will do that in the content.

I am asking webcam performers, the ones who experienced feeling drained, tiered while online even if just starting the streaming session?
A heaviness on their shoulders or migraines all of a sudden.

What I am about to share is a perspective, you don't have to agree with it, you don't have to buy into it, but I'm sharing it anyway.

Long story short, I'm brushing the adult industry since 2007 in various capacities from unsuccessful performer to web designer, app developer, network manager, CEO and cofounder bla bla bla... but since late 2018, I changed gears so to speak and followed my passion which is esoteric knowledge, holistic practices and such.
Practice of witchcraft, sigils and rituals has a specific appeal to me so went full balistic into the subject.
Understanding the concepts allowed me to cut corners so to speak and disregarded the diluted knowledge and fantasy hollywoodian magic, play pretend and wishful thinking so I dived more into the practice.
For me I discovered that everything is energy, yes the idea is already there but it needed to make sense to me. And material things became energy rather than "my life's purpose"... well it kind of helps to have some money not to make them my life's purpose.

Anyway, in the last year or so, more and more collaborators, acquaintances, clients reached out because of this increase of spirituality. Because Ambercutie platform is related to adult niche I will focus on this specific niche and share some things I name them real.

In sigil construction there is this idea that the act of masturbation and release is powerful enough to be focused, controlled and charge energetic symbols (sigils). Well, projections can do that too.
Though forms or projections are energetic entities that act as a toxic parasitic entity. It feeds with all sorts of energies like desire, abusive behavior, abusive sexual behavior, be it in reality or in the dimension of imagination... "where focus goes, energy flows" .
So, in this context, if you feel drained out without a reason, sleepy yet you were well rested, it might be your body trying to keep you functional with low energy resources.
There are few cleansing methods you can perform from smudging your place to cord cutting so let me know if those work for you.

By the way, I'm not afraid of being ridiculed so feel free to reach out if you have questions, suggestions or feedback.
I know how to "scan entities" and more and more individuals are noticing unexplained (or less popular) experiences related to entities we don't really paid attention before, from projections, thought forms to egregors and such.
It would be interesting (for me, at least) to read and even study your experience.

Again, look at it as a shared perspective, you don't have to buy into this, it is part of my reality, my truth. Be well

PS: a bunch of individuals can energetically drain a performer especially when there's a strong desire, a strong intention behind which can cumulate and build up energy to form a parasitic entity. These clusters of cumulated energy do not poses or own a conscious but can feed itself with the "subject", it doesn't matter if is across continents, behind a screen... or whatever, a channel is formed and an agreement is made.

I've never felt as drained while camming as I did at my IRL fast food jobs, so the way I see it my spirit is in much better condition now lol.

 

[Dan N]

I've never felt as drained while camming as I did at my IRL fast food jobs, so the way I see it my spirit is in much better condition now lol.

It is great that you are sensitive enough to notice and make the difference, many do not, and indeed makes sense that physical contact or proximity, even overlapping of many energetic fields to drain, balance or even power up another individual's energetic field or auric field.
The act of buying is in itself an energetic agreement but coupled with energy of expectation (I deserve the best service or product I paid for), demand (You need to pay attention to me as buyer), authority (buyer is entitled, buyer makes the rules) all these energies are negative orientated most of the time. So in your case as service provider in fast-food you know that people come with hunger for energy (not necessary the usual hunger), with moods, with frustration if there's a waiting line, crowded, discomfort from heat, noise and even those who simply emanate bad vibes piked up by sensitive empaths.
There's also another aspect about locations, places and brands. A world wide popular brand has its own egregor energy, that can help employees, which in that sense are somehow protected.
Thank you for sharing

 

[ts_cammer98]

This read was draining. lol sry

lol honestly though, its this stuff here that is draining for me. People putting things under a microscope, and studying me like some kind of rare specimen in a cage. Are you posting this on any call center/customer service forums??? I bet not. There is a lot of moods and energy sapping mother fuckers there too, but I never saw anyone putting it under a microscope there??? I understand sex is a lot of different things to a lot of different people and that's something cool af but honestly people who put my job up on a pedalstool drain me a lot more than people who don't.

 

[Dan N]

This read was draining. lol sry

lol honestly though, its this stuff here that is draining for me. People putting things under a microscope, and studying me like some kind of rare specimen in a cage. Are you posting this on any call center/customer service forums??? I bet not. There is a lot of moods and energy sapping mother fuckers there too, but I never saw anyone putting it under a microscope there??? I understand sex is a lot of different things to a lot of different people and that's something cool af but honestly people who put my job up on a pedalstool drain me a lot more than people who don't.

I agree with you because I do understand where you are coming from, it is exhausting to try to navigate through something you have no interest in, yet it influenced your decision to express your own experience and perspective. Tells us both (and maybe resonates with others too) that this is not for you and it is ok.
I for one don't label as a bad thing to put things under microscope, some of us enjoy a more meticulous experience, others enjoy a superficial experience. I'm a programmer so I tackle ADHD with strong focus on specific details which work for me.

It is my knowledge and belief that each individual is unique so no, webcam performers are not unique specimens but unique entities reflected by many types of archetypes.
I would won the bet if you really want to bet, that my post is according to your understanding is targeting naive webcam performers. Ignorance can be a bliss. So is knowledge.
Somehow you decided to reduce the webcam performing activity to you, yes, you are the one defining your actions, your activity, but not limited to you.
Without actually reading you I can tell you that you feel frustration, that you feel trapped in a routine, that you feel sometimes as an object of your activity. And if I am mistaking or sharing bs just to waste our time (yours and mine), feel free to let me know.

Performing is by definition a subject for piedestal, a subject of being appreciated, seen, interacted with because the webcam performer intuitively holds a space in which users, tippers might find all sorts of interactions or emotional, physical, mental connection.

The purpose of my post?
Awareness, healthy boundaries, dealing with toxic states from a holistic and energetic perspective.

If you feel drained by the interaction with this text, is because "where focus goes, energy flows" which kind of proves my point so, to feel the self-empowerment simply scroll, don't offer your energy and time to something you feel it is attacking your personal self-centered energy. Oh... and if you experience a migrene while reading, please hidratate yourself, drink water.

Thank you for sharing your experience, I appreciate your input.

 

[MarieElise]

The title would read way too long if I was to narrow the subject but I will do that in the content.

I am asking webcam performers, the ones who experienced feeling drained, tiered while online even if just starting the streaming session?
A heaviness on their shoulders or migraines all of a sudden.

What I am about to share is a perspective, you don't have to agree with it, you don't have to buy into it, but I'm sharing it anyway.

Long story short, I'm brushing the adult industry since 2007 in various capacities from unsuccessful performer to web designer, app developer, network manager, CEO and cofounder bla bla bla... but since late 2018, I changed gears so to speak and followed my passion which is esoteric knowledge, holistic practices and such.
Practice of witchcraft, sigils and rituals has a specific appeal to me so went full balistic into the subject.
Understanding the concepts allowed me to cut corners so to speak and disregarded the diluted knowledge and fantasy hollywoodian magic, play pretend and wishful thinking so I dived more into the practice.
For me I discovered that everything is energy, yes the idea is already there but it needed to make sense to me. And material things became energy rather than "my life's purpose"... well it kind of helps to have some money not to make them my life's purpose.

Anyway, in the last year or so, more and more collaborators, acquaintances, clients reached out because of this increase of spirituality. Because Ambercutie platform is related to adult niche I will focus on this specific niche and share some things I name them real.

In sigil construction there is this idea that the act of masturbation and release is powerful enough to be focused, controlled and charge energetic symbols (sigils). Well, projections can do that too.
Though forms or projections are energetic entities that act as a toxic parasitic entity. It feeds with all sorts of energies like desire, abusive behavior, abusive sexual behavior, be it in reality or in the dimension of imagination... "where focus goes, energy flows" .
So, in this context, if you feel drained out without a reason, sleepy yet you were well rested, it might be your body trying to keep you functional with low energy resources.
There are few cleansing methods you can perform from smudging your place to cord cutting so let me know if those work for you.

By the way, I'm not afraid of being ridiculed so feel free to reach out if you have questions, suggestions or feedback.
I know how to "scan entities" and more and more individuals are noticing unexplained (or less popular) experiences related to entities we don't really paid attention before, from projections, thought forms to egregors and such.
It would be interesting (for me, at least) to read and even study your experience.

Again, look at it as a shared perspective, you don't have to buy into this, it is part of my reality, my truth. Be well

PS: a bunch of individuals can energetically drain a performer especially when there's a strong desire, a strong intention behind which can cumulate and build up energy to form a parasitic entity. These clusters of cumulated energy do not poses or own a conscious but can feed itself with the "subject", it doesn't matter if is across continents, behind a screen... or whatever, a channel is formed and an agreement is made.

Sorry got no time to read all that. So to respond to title -
In short, no. If I felt that way I'd log off and go take a nap. I don't stream when I'm burnt. It doesn't serve me or my finances in the long run.
So I don't do it. Never did. Not even 1st year.

 

[Dan N]

Sorry got no time to read all that. So to respond to title -
In short, no. If I felt that way I'd log off and go take a nap. I don't stream when I'm burnt. It doesn't serve me or my finances in the long run.

Wonderful, a strong healthy approach to a specific state.
Thank you for your sharing.

 

[KylieJacobs]

I smudge my home with sage and palo santo about once a month. When I smudge it while I'm feeling drained or have negative emotions... I can tell a huge difference! I usually only get through half of my house before I start feeling a lot better. Like I can fully breathe again.... and then I often get the urge to clean my entire house afterwards.

The very first time that I smudged my place though, this wasn't the case. The smell bothered me, and I got a bad headache. Now the smell of sage and palo santo is peaceful to me.

I've always been a bit sensitive to energies.

 

[Vixxen81]

I get burned out by the guys who think they are so original or like suave on crack. You're not and it's not cool or funny or fun. TIP THE MENU AND LET ME CONTROL THE CONVERSATION. Because that's what I do best.

Honestly, I think we've all experienced having our real money making interests taken away from us by people who are so prudish they'd make Mother Theresa look like a whore that we're struggling to find where we CAN make money.

People get off on doing weird shit. It shouldn't be punishable to just talk about it. Doing it/showing it -- yes. But just words on a screen? That's stupid. Like social media reblogs blocking out normal words like kill and die and cry and -- SO STUPID.

 

[misterical]

The title would read way too long if I was to narrow the subject but I will do that in the content.

I am asking webcam performers, the ones who experienced feeling drained, tiered while online even if just starting the streaming session?
A heaviness on their shoulders or migraines all of a sudden.

What I am about to share is a perspective, you don't have to agree with it, you don't have to buy into it, but I'm sharing it anyway.

Long story short, I'm brushing the adult industry since 2007 in various capacities from unsuccessful performer to web designer, app developer, network manager, CEO and cofounder bla bla bla... but since late 2018, I changed gears so to speak and followed my passion which is esoteric knowledge, holistic practices and such.
Practice of witchcraft, sigils and rituals has a specific appeal to me so went full balistic into the subject.
Understanding the concepts allowed me to cut corners so to speak and disregarded the diluted knowledge and fantasy hollywoodian magic, play pretend and wishful thinking so I dived more into the practice.
For me I discovered that everything is energy, yes the idea is already there but it needed to make sense to me. And material things became energy rather than "my life's purpose"... well it kind of helps to have some money not to make them my life's purpose.

Anyway, in the last year or so, more and more collaborators, acquaintances, clients reached out because of this increase of spirituality. Because Ambercutie platform is related to adult niche I will focus on this specific niche and share some things I name them real.

In sigil construction there is this idea that the act of masturbation and release is powerful enough to be focused, controlled and charge energetic symbols (sigils). Well, projections can do that too.
Though forms or projections are energetic entities that act as a toxic parasitic entity. It feeds with all sorts of energies like desire, abusive behavior, abusive sexual behavior, be it in reality or in the dimension of imagination... "where focus goes, energy flows" .
So, in this context, if you feel drained out without a reason, sleepy yet you were well rested, it might be your body trying to keep you functional with low energy resources.
There are few cleansing methods you can perform from smudging your place to cord cutting so let me know if those work for you.

By the way, I'm not afraid of being ridiculed so feel free to reach out if you have questions, suggestions or feedback.
I know how to "scan entities" and more and more individuals are noticing unexplained (or less popular) experiences related to entities we don't really paid attention before, from projections, thought forms to egregors and such.
It would be interesting (for me, at least) to read and even study your experience.

Again, look at it as a shared perspective, you don't have to buy into this, it is part of my reality, my truth. Be well

PS: a bunch of individuals can energetically drain a performer especially when there's a strong desire, a strong intention behind which can cumulate and build up energy to form a parasitic entity. These clusters of cumulated energy do not poses or own a conscious but can feed itself with the "subject", it doesn't matter if is across continents, behind a screen... or whatever, a channel is formed and an agreement is made.

The challenging wanks are getting challengingier.

 

[Dan N]

I smudge my home with sage and palo santo about once a month. When I smudge it while I'm feeling drained or have negative emotions... I can tell a huge difference! I usually only get through half of my house before I start feeling a lot better. Like I can fully breathe again.... and then I often get the urge to clean my entire house afterwards.

The very first time that I smudged my place though, this wasn't the case. The smell bothered me, and I got a bad headache. Now the smell of sage and palo santo is peaceful to me.

I've always been a bit sensitive to energies.

It was suggested to you or you intuitively perform the smudging?
I am asking because it is interesting (for me) as, your lineage has a powerful connection with this range of activities.

Thank you very much for the sharing your experience.

I'll share a few things in spoilers so my response does not push anyone's buttons in a negative way. It is knowledge, experience, perspective, not "law" or "fact" so take it as it is.

Spoiler: 💡A bit more - if interested in knowing more about smoke and entities

I will take this opportunity to share a bit of knowledge regarding smudging.
When smudging, smoke becomes a medium for static and low vibration energies, it (the smoke) is used as a medium to move and interact. Smoke is chaotic in nature, it can embody entities and thought forms or projections if needed, but that's another topic.

Smoke is a vesel reason for which, in smudging practices is directed with a hand fan, a feather or the palm to give it a direction, a flow, an intentional command and control.

White sage, in many cultures is used to invoke, to call forth entities, spirits, energies (usually a good spirit).
Palo santo (santo means saint, holy) by its defined name is holy in nature. (Palo in Spanish means stick). Palo Santo means sacred wood and in human collective consciousness has became that powerful.

Anyway. Here's a thing one cand do with smudging and how to use "recycled energies" in your favor because energy can't be created nor destroyed but converted, transformed, alchemized...

No, it is not me bragging or showing off my "vast knowledge" I care less about inflating my ego but I can tell that low vibe energies always come back to the familiar places because they were not "transformed" only chased outdoors, in proximity of the property.
These energies piggyback other entities (individuals, animals, objects) and find their way back in the same places from where they were "dislocated" from, reason for which the ritual or the process of smudging feels to be repeated.

Spoiler: ⚡Trap and transform the energy

In front of your door place a chair or something with a flat surface and on top, a copper-wire pyramid with Obsidian on top. The obsidian has amorphic inner-structure (no crystalline structure) therefore entities, energies are attracted to it but the copper pyramid is geometric and is forcing chaotic energy to take shape ergo transforming static, chaotic energy into positive, structured, ordered energy available to your disposal... usually, manifested as harmony, peace, calm, warmth and welcoming environment.

A more advanced technique of transforming unwanted energies in useful self-empowerment energies in the attached PDF.
There's a bit of an warning, every/any practice if done from a state of fear or negative orientated energy is creating a specific frequency, a "dimension" and without knowing one can operate from that state of fear manifesting all sorts of outcomes one does not enjoy.

I am sharing this as it is, perspective not facts.
Why not facts, because each of us are creating their own reality, that's how powerful we are.

 

[Dan N]

I get burned out by the guys who think they are so original or like suave on crack. You're not and it's not cool or funny or fun. TIP THE MENU AND LET ME CONTROL THE CONVERSATION. Because that's what I do best.

Honestly, I think we've all experienced having our real money making interests taken away from us by people who are so prudish they'd make Mother Theresa look like a whore that we're struggling to find where we CAN make money.

People get off on doing weird shit. It shouldn't be punishable to just talk about it. Doing it/showing it -- yes. But just words on a screen? That's stupid. Like social media reblogs blocking out normal words like kill and die and cry and -- SO STUPID.

Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
I appreciate your clarity.

 

[Dan N]

The challenging wanks are getting challengingier.

Sometimes it do understand, other times, like now, I'm plain dumb because I have no idea what you want to convey. English is not my native language and some poetical expressions are void of meaning for me.
Care to make use of clarity and simply say/type what you want to say? that if you believe it is not a waste of your time or mine
Thank you.

 

[misterical]

Care to make use of clarity and simply say/type what you want to say? that if you believe it is not a waste of your time or mine

Fuck's sake.

 

[Vixxen81]

It's amazing to me how guys who would fuck a hole in a tree can't be bothered to tip or talk or follow or...now I'm writing a country song about cam girls. Jesus fucking Christ these people.

 

[Dan N]

It's amazing to me how guys who would fuck a hole in a tree can't be bothered to tip or talk or follow or...now I'm writing a country song about cam girls. Jesus fucking Christ these people.

True, so true. For me, and this is just my personal opinion, it is obvious in that context, egos can be penetrated too because not all holes deserve attention.
Where focus goes, energy flows.