JessieWolfe
Cam Model
wonderkittyy said:So heres the thing I had a warning once...when i was drunk and had a really shitty day. People were mean to me which caused tantrums. The second time i got banned and i tried to set up a new profile, but my studio boss said they banned me for like 5 years so he couldn't get me back. Now i'm working on chaturbate but i have no luck there either.
my mistake ive fell asleep on cam and i was mean to people while being drunk..they were mean to me so i told them fuck off and called their whole family a bitch. Last i remember this other model came to my room and thought im on heroin and said don't tip her so i told her to fuck off too...(i wasnt myself) now im banned forever..now i am on chaturbate and over the last week i haven't been able to make much money so i cant pay my rent. camming is my only job and its not easy to get other jobs...i wonder if i should start fisting everything (atleast fake fisting?) I really don't want too end up on the street. On mfc i got naked only in pvts so idk if thats possible to do that on cb..and earn money and even if i wanted i cant do 5 cum shows in a row per day..i think i cant ask for 600 tokens for just being naked i have no toys, never did anal, don't have sexy lingeries much..i just cant afford it. There are times i cant even feed myself for 5 days to 8 a month ll i get paid..now i hadto take a credit to pay my bills. so i really need advice how to make regulars? again t easy to even get a mc donalds job..
there is no way i can get back on mfc right?
other question is how do i customize my profile? like add banners and big letters?
So here is what I think
Step one: Sign up for streamate, get the process started and read the rules carefully. No drinking on cam is a very important rule! Streamate is like bug repellant for freeloaders, if someone asks for something free they pretty much know before hand that you are going to say no, and then leave. It sounds like freeloaders might be a source fo your anger? Also you can do just fingering shows on streamate, there are a lot of guys who just request fingering and not more. You also don't need regulars on streamate. As long as you sit there with a smile (you can even fake a smile) then you should get some traffic going. Sometimes just smiling and pretending to be happy will make you happy to be on cam.
If you feel slowness getting to you, you can just sign right off. No regulars means you have no feeling obligated to stay online when you are in a bad mood.
Step two: Take steps to get yourself not as dependent on alcohol to cam. From the sound of it , alcohol brings out a bad side of you.
I wish you all the best luck