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I m amember of lifejasmin for approx 1,5 years . More or less from the very beginning i joined one and the same model. The first two-three times we had "sex". therafter till today we just talk. Approx one year ago she told me that she d fallen in love with me and that that wld have been the last thing she d expected on this page. - Just as i never expected that to happen to me on a page lke that. I have to admit that i spent a fortune on her - as long as I was able to- which I m no longer capable of doing. Nowadays i cant prvt her anymore and i m in quite some financial troubles now. I am almost ruined and even struggle to pay my next rent.
She says she don t want me to spend so much on her and that she wants to leave the page in order to get in private contact with me, which she so far denied to be capable of - since she fears to loose her job if she would ty to contact me on a privat bases-- with her job she means the studio AND jasmin. Whereas i dont quite understand what the one thing has to do with the other....
However i just read here, that many folks get in touch with a model via whatsapp or use a mobil phone that is not registered under the models name. - Is that realy as much of a danger to the her job as she claims?
I have deleted my account several times in order to protect myself from spending on her again. I even asked jasmin to ban me from their page - which they declined to do. - It all dont work - i come back to her every time... I even blocked my comp. from the jasmin page....and then went to a neighbour to contac her, since i didn t get the bloody ban off my comp. again. She always asks me not to delete the account - to just keep it open so she can message me and to stay in touch. Since she claims she doesnt want to lose me.. - .... and ofc she claims NOT to have a steady friend or any ongoing realtionship. She even says that she has no friends, since her life only consits of work and stuff that comes with the job (such as hairstyling, clothes, shoes, cosmetics, sunstudio etc )
I often used to see her (when i was still capable of financing this) when i called her on the phone in bed at night and in the morning when she just woke up in bed too. She claims that i d be the only one to see her like that, - something i strongly doubt, since anyone can call her on the phone. I know it is unlikely that she loves me, but she says- and i guess that is not all that false, that i m different to all those "horny bastards" as she calls them , on the page and that she wants to be together with me for a lifetime ...that she dreams of someone to be at home when she gets there , to hold her after work and to receive love, since she d be all by herself. And that she would miss a steady partner - and that she would never accept a rumanian guy ( - she is romanian.) She say s she loves me to infinity and that she loves my humor and my intelligence ( but is falling in love with a model intelligent - i doubt it). She also says she wants me because i respect her and her job and that due to my prof. experiences in Marketing and Photography we d make a great couple and that we would have a lot in common and that we d complement each other...
However i feel, that someone who claims to be in love, wld find a way to get in privat contact with the one she loves - yet that is not so... as long as she is on that page, which she claims she wants to leave and go onto another plattform. in the not named future. - never thought it would happen to me, but i realy suffer from this situation ,- believe it or not, even physicaly.
I sometimes feel, that what she writes and that the "strategy" that might be behind it comes from someone else - such as her manager - cld that be - do managers get envolved in something like this?
I d be ever so greatfull if someone experienced and familiar with jasmin cld please help me with advice - My prob is that all she says might be true , but then again all might be made up - how can i possibly find that out?
In fact i even still have two presents for her here at my place with a value of approx 600 Euros which i cant send to her cause i dont have an adress apart from the studio where i could send it to. - I had send stuff there already but it disappeared and
she claims to never have received it....
She says she don t want me to spend so much on her and that she wants to leave the page in order to get in private contact with me, which she so far denied to be capable of - since she fears to loose her job if she would ty to contact me on a privat bases-- with her job she means the studio AND jasmin. Whereas i dont quite understand what the one thing has to do with the other....
However i just read here, that many folks get in touch with a model via whatsapp or use a mobil phone that is not registered under the models name. - Is that realy as much of a danger to the her job as she claims?
I have deleted my account several times in order to protect myself from spending on her again. I even asked jasmin to ban me from their page - which they declined to do. - It all dont work - i come back to her every time... I even blocked my comp. from the jasmin page....and then went to a neighbour to contac her, since i didn t get the bloody ban off my comp. again. She always asks me not to delete the account - to just keep it open so she can message me and to stay in touch. Since she claims she doesnt want to lose me.. - .... and ofc she claims NOT to have a steady friend or any ongoing realtionship. She even says that she has no friends, since her life only consits of work and stuff that comes with the job (such as hairstyling, clothes, shoes, cosmetics, sunstudio etc )
I often used to see her (when i was still capable of financing this) when i called her on the phone in bed at night and in the morning when she just woke up in bed too. She claims that i d be the only one to see her like that, - something i strongly doubt, since anyone can call her on the phone. I know it is unlikely that she loves me, but she says- and i guess that is not all that false, that i m different to all those "horny bastards" as she calls them , on the page and that she wants to be together with me for a lifetime ...that she dreams of someone to be at home when she gets there , to hold her after work and to receive love, since she d be all by herself. And that she would miss a steady partner - and that she would never accept a rumanian guy ( - she is romanian.) She say s she loves me to infinity and that she loves my humor and my intelligence ( but is falling in love with a model intelligent - i doubt it). She also says she wants me because i respect her and her job and that due to my prof. experiences in Marketing and Photography we d make a great couple and that we would have a lot in common and that we d complement each other...
However i feel, that someone who claims to be in love, wld find a way to get in privat contact with the one she loves - yet that is not so... as long as she is on that page, which she claims she wants to leave and go onto another plattform. in the not named future. - never thought it would happen to me, but i realy suffer from this situation ,- believe it or not, even physicaly.
I sometimes feel, that what she writes and that the "strategy" that might be behind it comes from someone else - such as her manager - cld that be - do managers get envolved in something like this?
I d be ever so greatfull if someone experienced and familiar with jasmin cld please help me with advice - My prob is that all she says might be true , but then again all might be made up - how can i possibly find that out?
In fact i even still have two presents for her here at my place with a value of approx 600 Euros which i cant send to her cause i dont have an adress apart from the studio where i could send it to. - I had send stuff there already but it disappeared and
she claims to never have received it....