Hello everyone, I am a Chatturbate model (username: evalusion) and yesterday (05/24/2026) I was banned from the site because of a word that I wrote in the phrase to the viewer who first wrote it to me, with a question mark, because I did not understand what this particular wording means. Don't get me wrong, I know what this N-word means, and I don't deny the fact that I wrote it, but the context of this message was questionable and didn't carry an offensive purpose (which is extremely difficult to refute in a chat, because you don't hear the intonation with which this word could could have been said out loud). I am terribly sorry and ashamed that because of my own carelessness and stupidity I put myself and another person in such a situation. I've been streaming for half a year without 5 days and no one has ever complained about me during this time, I tried to comply with the rules of the site and refused any viewer's desire that could violate these rules even a little. I am from Russia, and since I rarely see foreign people in relation to whom this word can be used for the purpose of insulting, not to mention the fact that I do not have such acquaintances or friends, and I myself am an extremely tolerant person, I am very ashamed of this situation, and it hurts because that because of my own stupidity, I am losing an interesting and important job for myself and the work that I have invested in the development of my account. But I believe in justice and that one mistake can be forgiven, and my words of sincere regret will serve me and other people as a lesson on how not to act and that you should always think 10 times before mindlessly copying other people's words without understanding. I've already written to support, but I think they won't answer me, or they won't believe me, but I don't want to give up, so I'm writing here. Maybe someone can give you some advice?
I want to contact @punker barbie if there is an opportunity to help me.
I want to contact @punker barbie if there is an opportunity to help me.
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