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I'm posting here as I couldn't add all the text on profile posts. If this is not the place to post that, feel free to move or delete it. Thanks!
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I think I'm going to stop meeting models. During the last months my activity on camsites was 50%: stripchat: have fun with community, tipping for song requests. That's ok and was not a problem. 50% doing calls with regulars. After some months, everygone went wrong. Actually first problem happened few months ago. I just passed, thinking it was just one case. Then I met new girls and everything was working more or less fine. Sometimes they said me toxic comments, but I'm always very clear with my intentions and I will not accept any toxic mood. Well, 1 model really made me confuse with feelings et all. Last weeks I realized that was not correct, not real when she said me "I love you". No way. I just stopped interacting with her. Then the other one that I spend sooo many hours speaking, on last weeks was saying coments like she don't like that I speak with other girls, and that she likes me, and she's getting jelous. Things went really weird. That doesn't makes sense to me. So I lost 2 regulars.
Then I met a new model last month, she told me something like I should not say that I'm doing calls with other models, and that she want to be the only want. We met just few hours before that. That was ridicolous, first I told her why she say that and being a bit angry with the situation. She mentioned I was boring. So, that's where I understood, everything is fantasy, just not real, they're not jelous, it's part of the experience on camming. Or at least, the experinece I had. And that's not good, at least, I'm honest and being myself when I met models. I'm not acting, I don't want to get in love, I'm not looking for any relationship, and I don't need any special attention. I just want to meet and have fun. So my conclusion is that what I'm looking for, is not models in private. I'm sure not all models do the same, but doing balance on my experinece, I had more failed interactions than successful ones.
I think I'll stay on SC for the fun thing, and that's all. I really lost the energy I had when I started on camsites.
BTW: I'm okay with everything, I'm not worried or disgusted with any camsite or model. It's not about them, it's about me, and the way I feel and manage everything. I have to take care of myself, if something's goes wrong, stop it asap. I'm happy with this forum, with some rooms on SC, and I'm okay dealing with my situation.
Respect to everyone.
I'm posting here as I couldn't add all the text on profile posts. If this is not the place to post that, feel free to move or delete it. Thanks!
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I think I'm going to stop meeting models. During the last months my activity on camsites was 50%: stripchat: have fun with community, tipping for song requests. That's ok and was not a problem. 50% doing calls with regulars. After some months, everygone went wrong. Actually first problem happened few months ago. I just passed, thinking it was just one case. Then I met new girls and everything was working more or less fine. Sometimes they said me toxic comments, but I'm always very clear with my intentions and I will not accept any toxic mood. Well, 1 model really made me confuse with feelings et all. Last weeks I realized that was not correct, not real when she said me "I love you". No way. I just stopped interacting with her. Then the other one that I spend sooo many hours speaking, on last weeks was saying coments like she don't like that I speak with other girls, and that she likes me, and she's getting jelous. Things went really weird. That doesn't makes sense to me. So I lost 2 regulars.
Then I met a new model last month, she told me something like I should not say that I'm doing calls with other models, and that she want to be the only want. We met just few hours before that. That was ridicolous, first I told her why she say that and being a bit angry with the situation. She mentioned I was boring. So, that's where I understood, everything is fantasy, just not real, they're not jelous, it's part of the experience on camming. Or at least, the experinece I had. And that's not good, at least, I'm honest and being myself when I met models. I'm not acting, I don't want to get in love, I'm not looking for any relationship, and I don't need any special attention. I just want to meet and have fun. So my conclusion is that what I'm looking for, is not models in private. I'm sure not all models do the same, but doing balance on my experinece, I had more failed interactions than successful ones.
I think I'll stay on SC for the fun thing, and that's all. I really lost the energy I had when I started on camsites.
BTW: I'm okay with everything, I'm not worried or disgusted with any camsite or model. It's not about them, it's about me, and the way I feel and manage everything. I have to take care of myself, if something's goes wrong, stop it asap. I'm happy with this forum, with some rooms on SC, and I'm okay dealing with my situation.
Respect to everyone.
