I think that my productivity, self confidence, and attention span are holding me back, as well as my dislike for technology. I really need to put in the time to learn how to do a basic code for my own bio on Chaturbate. It is hard to have someone else doing it because I feel like am not in control of how I am going to be represented offline, you know? Also, it is just so hard to find the energy to get of bed in the early morning to get set up, etc before my prime camming hours (noon-dinner) but also I am almost afraid to cam outside of those hours because every time I try it ends up not being worth my time. But I know that it would just take time to build a following up for that time.