Hi everyone! I have a dilemma, and I'm going to make this post as short as I can. I am going to start camming/OF work very soon. I've had one thing holding me back. I don't know how to apply makeup. At all. I don't even know where to start. It seeks like the "beginner-friendly" tutorials are anything but. I want to see a professional MUA for lessons, but I don't have $300 to set aside for that right now. I won't have it until I get this camming up and running. 
My main reason for being so concerned about makeup (and hair) is that I want to transform myself and be unrecognizable. I can't afford to have anybody know I'm doing this, and recognize me. Also, I have a certain look that I'm going for (alt/pop-punk), and I don't know how to achieve that look, makeup-wise. Or any look, for that matter. I'm dark-skinned (like Tika Sumpter/Danielle Brooks shade), if that helps any. I have no idea what my undertones are, and I know that's important, too. 
And wigs are a whole seperate issue for me. 
I really want to make high quality content because that's what my subs deserve. And a big part of good content is having a pulled-together look. It's all a big guessing game for me. I would at least like to have a personal formula down that works well. I don't know how much to put on, what order, where to put it, which brushes to use, how to blend it all together, NOTHING. I've allowed this to hold me back for a year now. I know I'm leaving soooooooo much money on the table because of this, and I can't afford to anymore. I need to start this immediately. Any suggestions or advice is greatly appreciated. If you read this far, thank you so, so much!
My main reason for being so concerned about makeup (and hair) is that I want to transform myself and be unrecognizable. I can't afford to have anybody know I'm doing this, and recognize me. Also, I have a certain look that I'm going for (alt/pop-punk), and I don't know how to achieve that look, makeup-wise. Or any look, for that matter. I'm dark-skinned (like Tika Sumpter/Danielle Brooks shade), if that helps any. I have no idea what my undertones are, and I know that's important, too. And wigs are a whole seperate issue for me. I really want to make high quality content because that's what my subs deserve. And a big part of good content is having a pulled-together look. It's all a big guessing game for me. I would at least like to have a personal formula down that works well. I don't know how much to put on, what order, where to put it, which brushes to use, how to blend it all together, NOTHING. I've allowed this to hold me back for a year now. I know I'm leaving soooooooo much money on the table because of this, and I can't afford to anymore. I need to start this immediately. Any suggestions or advice is greatly appreciated. If you read this far, thank you so, so much!
